THE 3 SOULS...

3 souls sleepin in a small room
pple said tt they're one family
the 3 souls wanted to return home on the dot, they were asked to wait for the rest
pple there said it was morale issue

they said tt they lack manpower
3 souls were sent to assist them
the 3 souls work while some of the pple slack
insufficient manpower but yet they permit such attitude

there were sufficient time but pple didnt want to start work
just b4 the impt day, pple start to rush
ot ot n ot
they have sufficient pple but they still kept the 3 souls back
left the 3 souls n a few hardworking fellows working while they carried on with their chattings

everything was finally over they all were entitled the rest of the day off
however it doesnt apply to the 3 souls
they had to stay, they had to finish their own assigned stuff

tot they said they were one family
tot they talked bout morale issue
what happened??
looking at the 3 pathetic souls, my heart teared...

reversible---siging off.

Today's lessons...

today's lesson is abt mobile phone... as the word mobile refers to "on the move", mobile phone wld equate to a phone tt is always "on the move" n always accessible... but i dun understand y some pple, despite having a mobile phone, they r still inaccessible.... then wad's the pt of having a mobile phone??

another impt lesson today is responsibility... gave ur word, make sure u do it... if u r not confident of doin, pls let pple noe in advance... giving ur word but unable to fulfill it is simply just too irresponsible.. i hate n i repeat myself again, i HATE tis kinda behaviour... besides.. tis is usually the reason accountin for the arguements in my past r/s... if u cant do it or cant promise.. then dun promise... or let them noe tt u r not confident of fulfillin ur promise... dun bring up pple's hope n push them down to the drain... it brings pple disappointment n anyone definitely doesnt deserves tis kinda treatment...

lesson's over!

reversible---signing off as teacher today.

Updates
long time no see... time for updates... hmmm... yup... my doggy is finally back... apart frm some problems which i have yet to solve, he's quite settled down... didnt create much major problems.. really thankful for tt... 2 weeks passed n he's doin quite alright...

well... if u noticed, some postings have been removed... some reasons attributing to tt but i see no reasons to put these reasons up... anyway... have been knowing quite a few nice pple... but somehow or rather im too tired to proceed further... izzit really becos im too tired after so much esp what has been over the past few mths?? or the rite one has yet to appear?? or izzit becos im gettin cold feet?? im really unsure bout it myself...but i guess i will just leave it as it is... whatever will be, will be...

wanted to say more... but the tots r just flying round n round my head tt i dun even noe where to start... another day then.. nite bloggie!

reversible---signing off.

171005 my Yorkie Yorkie...

171005... finally bought my pup... a yorkshire terrier... guess wad? i bought it together with a petshop owner who happens to be an accquaintance of mine... so now at least my little pup will be able to meet up with his sis occasionally... left my pup with the petshop owner for the time being while its waiting to be taken for his first vaccine with his sis tml... meanwhile.. have been busy thinkin of a name for tis little fellow... any suggestions pls let me noe ya... lolx... hopefully can upload his photo soon...

reversible---signing off.

Special Thanks...
special thanks to dom n dan who made effort to celebrate my b'day with me... esp dom who was sick n still drag himself out... really appreciate both ur efforts... though the b'day cake seems a bit not very de well planned...kekeke... went ktv yesterday... had received quite a lot of greetings n wishes frm my family n frens all over... thanks guys... really appreciate u guys for remembering my b'day... lolx... to eric n mike... no worries.. though a lot of stuff has happened btw us... but ive always regard u guys as my very gd frens... no change at all... kekeke... tt's all for today ba... oh ya... seems like my job is getting tougher each day... nonetheless, I WILL SURVIVE!! hee...

reversible---signing off.

My Proud Collection




hahahah... here's my proud collection of 14 pairs of shoes n slippers... kekeke... but gotta clear some of them soon.. izizt consider a lot?? hmm.. was still getting a few more pairs.. but better wait till im enterin uni first... hahahaha..

reversible---signing off.

HO HO HO...
bloggie... just came back frm driving... guess wad.. today's performance is damm good... hahaha... did my 'S' course n 'Crank' course pretty well so the instructor let me carry on with the next lesson... which happens to be directional change... hahaha... i tink im gettin more n more arrogant... started to speed in circuit etc... n the instructor told me not to be too over confident... hahaha... anyway.. tis instructor is not frm my grp but dunno y i was assigned to him... he's a gd instructor in the sense tt he teach based on ur ability... let u go on ur own n correct u only when u make mistakes.. n he left me with a damm great feeling after lesson... overall... tis is the BEST lesson i ever had.. fulfillment, satisfaction n results... hohoho... tt's all for today... nite!

reversible---signing off... ho ho ho...

a different kind of shopping...
phew... bloggie... have been visitin pet shops one after another... online searching for related websites, one after another... nv been to so many pet shops within a week... see until im fainting.. hahaha... went holland v yesterday.. but didnt managed to find any yorkie... at most a silky terrier... still gonna continue my search.. hope i dun have to make a journey to the east... lolx.. tt's all... oh... jerald is coming back in less than 12 hrs time though.. hahaha... wonder how is his trip tis time though...

reversible---signing off.

long time no blog... lolx

hmm.. bloggie... didnt blog for a real long period of time... been quite occupied recently... lolx... was thinking of getting a pup... so have been doin some research online n thru books... so guys, if u see me online but didnt talk much pls understand... cos ive been busily "glueing" my eyes on the various dogs websites.. lolx..

but i have another worry goin ard in my mind... tt's to convince my parents... just brought up tis issue today... n my mum gave me a firm NO.... hai... just knew it... but she always object to the stuff i bought... even to things like shoes, watches, clothes... etc... so at times i just buy it back n she cant do much... but my mum really noes me well.. she noes exactly wad i was thinking... kinda happy to see tis... she told me not to get the dog on my own... n.. tt was exactly wad i was thinking to do... lolx...

though kinda troubled by tis... but also quite amused by my mum regardin her reasons for rejecting my idea.. just tt these cant be put into words... so will i get a pup or not?? hmmm.. let me think think first... at least ive sth on keep my mind occupied rite now... lolx... plus... the breed i wanna get.. yorkshire terrier.. seems very rare in sg... so let's wait till i can find one then i will give my FINAL ANSWER.... hee...

jearld is coming real soon...hmmm... guess he must have missed sg real much... probably will meet him next week too... lolx...

tt's all for today...

reversible---siginin off.

NUS... cldnt wait to get there...lolx...

hmm.. its a long time since i last made an entry... had quite a busy week last week though... but guess now its back to low period once again... yup yup... went nus yesterday... visited one of the hostels... quite a very nice n happening place... its quite diff from wad i had in mind.. of cos it was better la... lolx... hmmm... cldnt wait to continue my studies n shift there too... lalala... wonder how is it like to stay alone n independent from home...

hmmm... actually there were a couple of things which i wanted to blog abt... but somehow or rather i guess i had put them at the back of my mind till now i cldnt find them back.. hahaha ... oh btw... was at gym tis afternoon... saw tis pair of nike sneakers tis guy was wearin... i was so captivated by it... uh uh... no no... reversible.. u have too many pairs of shoes n stop addin to tt collection of urs!!! hahahah

really couldnt remember wad i wanna mention over here... next time ba...

two weeks have past.. jerald u have two more weeks to go... hang on there... lolx...

reversible---signing off.

friend or FOOL??

defination of frens?? hmmm.. i tot frens will be there when u need them... ha... ive met someone with a diff defination... i have no intention of picking up a quarrel... but need to get it off my chest... hmmm... i dun see y when one's feeling down, one fren can just refuses to talk to u when u need them...n u were talking bout frens?? being frens to such an extent dun u tink its just so meaningless... wad's the pt then?? come online n chat?? wad if... wad if.. it happened to be an urgent call n with regards to life n death matter?? will u be guilty for the REST OF UR LIFE... or probably it wld be thrown to the back to ur mind in split seconds??

"l dun think u'll ever see someone else trying to salvage a frenship with his ex like l'm doin now"

now u r telling ur ex tt u see no pt bearin grudges n wanna be frens... is tt how u gonna treat him as well?? or its just me who receives tis kinda treatment?? im so disappointed in u... nv had i experience such an encounter... touch ur heart n search ur conscience... frens?? or fool?? i really wonder... i start to see myself as a fool... i begin to have doubts in u... im swayin over to ur ex's side... y did he choose to break up with u?? y?? was it really his fault?? or there were hidden reasons... ive heard enough of ur actions outside... but i choose to believe u... did i make a wrong choice?? being frens to tis extent can it be still considered frens?? i really wonder... after so much ive done we ended up as frens but up till tis pt... i dun see the sincerity in u... sad to say i really dun... touch ur heart n asked urself again... do u really treat me as a fren in the first place.. if u do how come ur actions says otherwise?? is tt how u treat ur fren?? even 'sir' is willin to lend a listenin ear but u... im just so disappointed

n im kinda disgusted by ur last entry... im sorry bout tt.. i just cldnt help.. from ur blog it seems to pple tt u r the nice person who has been hurt... u seems like the nice person wanting to make frens... but ur actions really really cant convinced me.. in actual fact do the pple noes wad kinda person u r?? how u actually treat pple?? i just couldnt convinced myself... r u just puttin up a show to show pple how nice u r??? if u r really trying to make frens with ur ex then how come u treat ur own frens like tis?? or probably u have ur own reasons?? i seriously dunno...

im just so utterly disappointed in u... if fact i seriously tink tt u dun act like ur age at all... n i mean AT ALL... yes... im gettin upset... i cldnt less be bothered bout ur feelings when u r readin tis... if u bother... pls do some SELF-REFLECTIONS regarding ur actions n urself... it just saddens me... it has been a long time since i last put such a long entry so u shld noe how much it affected me...

reversible---signing off UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED...

SUPER... SUPERSTAR

just finished the grand finale of superstar... missed it the other time cos of driving lessons... well... overall was not too bad... just tt the advertisements are kinda disturbing... if only they have the concert non-stop w/o any intervals...

there were many comments bout wei lian winning the title of SUPERSTAR... i guess its inevitable given tt the comments given by the judges were all in favour of kelly while the results turn out to b otherwise... in my opinion i wasnt very happy bout tt as well... my support goes out to kelly... it all depends on how one define superstar... for me.. a superstar would be one who can presents himself... he must be an all-rounder.. can sing can dance can presents in terms of expressing himself.. physically n vocally... between the two... kelly wld fit the bill...

im not saying wei lian cant... but i guess it takes more effort to become one... n it wld require a lot n i mean real hard work to achieve tt... n it wld be quite diff for him to rise in the competitive mkt... well... hope im wrong.. in any case.. wish both of them all the best in their future singing career...

P/S: these r my personal opinion n i have nth against any of them... just my preferences... so pls do not bombard me with any comments...

reversible---signing off.

some stuff...

jerald rang me up on wed.. haha... was kinda surprised though... really nice of him to call... but didnt chat much cos of the bills... if only overseas bill charges the same as local bill... lolx... well...guess it will be a while b4 i will see u again... u have bout 3 weeks +++ to go... endure ya.. hope to see u soon... =)

asked for Butch back from jim yesterday... since it means nth to jim... might as well asked it back from jim cos i tink i need him more than jim rite now... sorry jim...

some tots just suddenly came into my mind these days... outta nowhere... really outta nowhere.. i wonder y... did affected me in one way or another but guess im still coping fine though... yes... reversible.. u'll be fine...

reversible---signing off.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
specially took off to visit my sec sch teachers today... sch didnt really change much but ive realized tt some teachers have aged...

hmm... in the past when i returned... we seems to be their only graduated students... but right now seeing so many other younger graduated batch of students made me realize tt actually we r really quite senior in another words... old... lolx...

anyway one of my teacher was telling me tt i look more mature... i was like -_-'''... i always tot tt i look young for my age but now she's telling me otherwise... n she's one of those whom i meet frequently.. so i must have aged quite a lot these mths... lolx... perhaps too tired n tied down by other issues over the past few mths... but nvm... things r getting better...

to all teachers out there.. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

reversible---signing off.

keepin things short n simple...

bloggie, pple r complainin tt my postings r too long n 'chim'... lolx... so for the sake of pple like mike, dan etc, im trying hard to shorten them n make it simplier... lolx... hope i can keep to tis kinda posting cos im quite a lengthy person... whahahaha...

hmmm... jerald just made his way to thailand tis morning... take care dude... bon voyage n take gd care of urself ya... use tis opportunity to sort out ur tots n rest ur mind alright...

went clubbin on sat... feelin is kinda diff... probably becos didnt go there for a long time.. so trying hard to adapt to tt kinda environment... plus... probably with the absence of mike n eric which made it diff for me to really enjoy tt nite..

bloggie... i really hope to get myself a digicam for my b'day... but if i do tt i would be wastin a lot of $$ which could be put to better use... shld i buy it n live on a tight budget or shld i just forgo my desire n lead a carefree life w/o having to worry bout my expenses at all??

reversible---signing off.

JAGUAR !!!
hey bloggie... guess wad?? i finally got the chance to seat on a jaguar... lolx... it happened tt one of my superior's dad owns a transport company so she brought us to her apartment to see the cars her family own... i had a ride one the latest 2.8 litre jaguar (model unknown)... its 2.8 litres!!! though its red in colour but it looks pretty fine n stylish... high end luxury car is really luxury... the feeling was superb... the seat is so cushioned tt it feels like someone is hugging u from the back... its very comfortable... the interior design is also very classy n most of the stuff in the car is digital... the engine wasnt loud at all... we made a tour with tt car... journey was smooth n comfortable n not noisy (engine) at all... lolx... there was another jaguar...tink its the millenium series... limited edtion... dunno there's only how many in the world..forgot... its 4 litres!!! -_-''' lolx... though the design is not as stylish... but still... its so much bigger...didnt have a ride in tt though.... lolx... yup yup... bloggie... im so fascinated by cars... esp luxury car... its one of the motivating factor to keep me moving all these while... hee... will it shakened my liking for bmw?? im not sure at the moment... lolx...

reversible---signing off feeling great!!

broadband finally...
hi bloggie..... finally got my broadband service today... hahaha... yup... for ur info... ive been usin 56k all these while...cos... im not a frequent online user...so actually it doesnt matter to me until recently... when the bill goes up n up... since there was a promotion so mum suggested gettin tt instead... anyway tink now its much economically worth to get it... any updates bout me?? nah... still the same... same old me trying to live happily... lolx... anyway tried soccer last week with my colleagues... its was quite some time since i last played soccer (i tink i last played in pri 2) lolx... n i cant play tt game for goodness sake... lolx.. hmm... wonder how jer is doin... hope he's doin fine... kinda tired so tt's all for today... nite!

reversible---signing off.

Bloggin day
bloggie... actually haven been very actively online these days.... kinda sick of facing com typin n typing... dun really enjoy tis kinda communication... anyway... seems like jer n jayden r having quite a heated up arguement in their blogs... bout two months ago when tis kinda issue happen, wad came into my mind was to calm jer down n to comfort him... but when i read both of their blogs yesterday wad came into my mind was tt i felt so envious... serious... cos well... at least he's "willing to do anything" as long as jayden treats him as fren... i was like... wow... tis shows how much jayden means to jer ba i supposed... dun tink jer ever said tt to me... lolx... but well... diff pple diff treatment i supposed... better face the reality reversible!!! nah... im alright... just as i expected... here comes the bombarding session in their blogs... but was glad tt jer took a step back... at least for now... jer, its no pt n meaningless if tis goes on n on becos it boils down to nth except fustrations n war of words... n probably hatred?? im unsure... but one thing im pretty sure of... he's has taken up a very big part in ur heart in the past n probably till now... n im very very far behind him....

To eric:
it seems like u dun get wad im trying to say... n wad u r tryin to justify just doesnt make sense to me... my pt is tt... these r my personal affairs... y reveal it to let the whole world noes?? so wad if u r not updated or updated?? if i ever let u noe... its meant for u n only u... no one else shld noe unless i decided to share with them... besides... i didn look for becos u r so occupied now... sch work.. plus baker... u tink u'll still have time to listen to my ridiculous stories?? n u tink i wld wan to trouble u with tt when u r already so busy?? it seems to me tt u r just unhappy tt i post in my blog as though our failed meetings was due to u thus trying to speak up... but in any case it wasnt meant to be like wad u tot... just tink of it (when u r feeling much better)... i dun wanna probe in further... let tis end here... rite here rite now... dun bring up tis issue anymore... full stop...

reversible---signing off.

summary n a note...
sat:
met jer for movie... charlie n the chocolate factory... it was quite a nice movie... so fairy-liked.. somehow or rather brought me back to the past n make me feel as though im still a little boy watching such fairy tale movie.... hmmm... seems like now my topics with jer r changing?? we're like talkin bout careers, cars, houses... future prospects in general... lolx... overall, the meeting was enjoyable... =)

today:
-most busy n tiring day i ever had ever since i started working
-not only under sun, climbin up n down
- also had to use lots of strength, get myself dirtied
-legs ache till now
-knock off late
-overall- very tired

hmm... which kinda writing style is better??

note to eric:
i have not changed... its just tt the time tt u got to noe me i wasnt attached n u haven seen my breakups aftermath before... i choose to leave u guys alone its becos i dun wanna my mood to affect u guys in one way or another... u jolly well noe mike's character.. n usually when im down i choose to be alone n do the things i feel like doin n relax myself... tt explains my behaviour recently...

ive said before tt no one has the rite to comment on any r/s unless its the parties involved tt r commenting... n ive told u how pissed i was when mike used to comment on my r/s with jas.. dun u tink tt now u r doin the same?? with regards to my recent r/s, i guess no one is fit to comment on it except for me n jer... reason is becos only the parties involved noe exactly wad's goin on n how they feel thus they r the only one who fit n qualified to comment on the r/s...u can voice ur opinions but it seems to me tt u r not only voicing how u feel but u r tellin me wad i m doin instead...maybe im wrong?? n probably u could have tell me using other channels or methods... besides, u shld noe tt im a very private person... i dun really like to let the whole world noe bout my personal stuff esp r/s... dun u tink tt u shld give me a certain level of respect with regards to tt?? (given the no of popular fans who frequent ur blog) in addition... i dun see y u have to bring up my r/s issue into tt particular posting since ur purpose is to clarify the clubbing issue?? plus... u do not have the latest updates between me n him dun u tink tt its a bit wrong of u to put down facts tt r not updated n relevant??

in any case i was just merely puttin down my tots... my blog now is kinda a diary unlike urs which is meant to leave ur tots specially for a particular person etc... it wasnt meant to let u see on purpose... n i did not have any intention to blame anyone... hope u understand tt alright?? i seriously wanna close tis case n dun wish to jeopardise our friendship further...

btw i understand the clubbing issue tt's y i didnt probe further into it... n if u read tt particular posting carefully, i was more of asking myself qns rather than blaming u or mike in any way... hope u can see my point alright?? =)

reversible---signing off.

tv shows bring back memories...
hmmm... was supposed to go out today... actually agreed to meet up with dan to club but ended up didnt turn up... sorry dan... reasons??
1. wanna catch the last episodes of a couple of drama series which ive been following
2. didnt have the mood
3. have an appointment tml

watched tis variety show on channel 8 today... bryan wong was like tryin to learn pottery... saw how he amused himself n others... getting himself n others into laughters again n again... how i wished he was my fren... can always keep me entertained... hahaha... somehow he reminds me of myself in my jc times...

missed those times where i kept disturbing pple, making them pissed but yet keepin them entertained... lolx... enjoyed myself so much then... went thru thick n thin with them... sharing our unhappiness, anger, complaints with each other.. really miss tt...

few mths back candy asked if i was alrite... she said im not wad i used to be... though i still crap ard n stuff but somehow she can sense tt sth was wrong... hmm.. actually i cldnt give her an answer either... i dun even noe wad's wrong then... bloggie... even till now i couldnt figure wad's wrong... izzit becos im doin sth which i dun enjoy now... ie. my work... doin meaningless things tt i dun enjoy... or im burdened by r/s stuff?? im unsure... but i guess these small little things play a part?? i wished i cld be like the past crapping jumpin all ard... but cld it also be tt ive grown up now, thus i can no longer find tt kinda energy to be who i used to be?? hmmm... really makes me wonder...

reversible---signing off.