bloggie....................

bloggie... i have a lot to say..... but i cant really put them down in words..... in a state of confusion...

things wld only work out if both parties r tryin... but r u willin or rather ready to try??

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its time??

bloggie its time to throw everything on the table before we progress or sink deeper... always wanted to do tis.. but time, ambience and everything just doesnt seems rite... hopefully it wld be for today... let's hope...

i can sense attachment coming soon... but thr r so much stuff tt i tink its unsettled... i wanna clear things up before anything happens... i wld rather suffer now then later... will things turn up worse? i have no idea... but i HAVE to do it... *whins*

will i or rather we survive thru? i have no idea...

reversible---signing off @ i have to do it.

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ok bloggie... im a little unhappy... i dun even noe how to express my current tots into words now..... thr's a little disappointment... a little fear... a fear tt history might just repeat again... izzit me or izzit the partners ive chosen? anyone enlighten me pls??

reversible--signing off @ pls go to bed now... n i mean now... come on... go....

touching story....

bloggie, ive just finished a story called lan yu... took me bout 1-2hrs to finish tis 31chapters worth of story... was almost touched to tears while i was halfway thru the story... have yet to watch the movie but the story was good enough... it must be hard on him to carry a strong front in front of his loved one when his loved one suggested an end to the r/s... but i tot the ending didnt really hit the climax though...

seriously thinkin if im as strong as him....

if u guys have a chance, do check out the story.. yes its a long n wordy story but its worth...

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LOST: Tamogami Dan

dan im in the search for u... roughly know what's goin on... can u pls show urself soon?? gettin a bit worried....

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morning breakfast

bloggie... almost left tis out... im so enjoying having breakfast with my mum... chit chat over breakfast... hmmm... didnt forsake my sleep for nth tis mornin!! yeah!

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thank you

i thank you for missing me while u r away
i thank you for ur sms-es while u r away
most importantly,
i thank you for remembering the special words tt i wld use all the time..........

(din expect u to pay so much details into me)

yes, i was touched by tis particular msg of urs....

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Flying off...

S has finally made his way to taiwan... gonna be a week's trip... my goodness.. its like so long la... but was glad though... just realized he has updated his profile regardin his status... tot a busy person like him wld nv bother such things la... but he DID!!! hahahaha... yes, no doubt its a small action... but its an action which showed me tt the r/s n i matter to him... n i like tt... la la la...

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updates...

went to the PC show with mike today... to tink tt i actually went to squeeze with pple... all for the sake of mike... well, we ended up buyin.... NOTHING... then went shoppin ard marina sq... ok here's the juicy part... i was shoppin for some berms cos im desperately in need of some new bottoms... so i went into tis shop tt reminds me of 77th st... then came tis sales girl who actively promote their berms n stuff... she's like tryin to psycho me to buy their berms la... talkin non-stop like a spoilt radio...can turn it on, cannot turn it off... then later she was telling me the size i shld choose shld be tis cos it will bring out the look of the berms and then she goes... blah blah blah... alright... in the end... i BOUGHT one from her... NOT becos i was convinced by her but becos i need one... n she was telling me SPECIAL price, special price... in the end?? 39 bucks for a pair of berms... its NOT SPECIAL at all la... -_-''' anyway, gonna boycott tt shop if i ever see tt sales girl again... make a wonderful shoppin trip so stressful...

p/s: if u wanna noe tis shop, message me personally... =P

some other stuff... yes im dating... let's name tis person S... a very sweet person... well guess he's not gonna see tis but still... its really nice to see how pple put in effort just for u... really nice to see S started to reply messages... at a faster rate ... hahhaha... n his afternoon msges though its simple n sometimes "nonsensical" but its sweet n i like it... whahahahah... yeap i have to admit we r progressin at a pretty slow rate... but i see no point in rushin n ended up with nth again... so ya... let's see how it goes... meanwhile, im enjoying tis... la la la... hahhaha.. d(^_^)b

oh btw... bloggie, im wonderin... y izzit hyundai getz all e time??

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i have some problems with some doctors...

ok im down with fever once again... took half a day to see a doc near my place yesterday.. im so gonna condem tt place... it took the doc more than half an hour to see a patient n the nurses din even have e courtesy to inform the rest of the patients tt they have to wait... n im runnin a freakin high fever mind u... btw, thr was another gal who was as sick as i and she seems like those kind who wld collapse anytime la... then it was 15min before 12pm and someone came to register and guess wad the nurse told her?? "next time pls come half n hour earlier..." i was like #^%&)()_()_*%^ OEI u r doin biz here and on medical service how cld u ever say tt to a patient who is in need of medical treatment?? just becos u wanted to get ur rest earlier tt's ur own problem.. u shld have expected these when u step into tis field...

went to the doc and he gave me a day's mc... tt's fine... i told him to write me a recipt as well but he FORGOT!! i dun see why thr r 3 nurses available n yet the dispensary sector is still so slow... when patient number 52 got her medications, paitent no 58 has already seen the doc.. surely u dun need tt long rite?? if u were to explain to me tt diff nurses have diff role, i wld ask in return... u mean ur stupid paper work is more impt than the welfare of the sickly patients?? dun give me crap... pls take note tt the weather aint gd recently... patients come to see u not to keng mc or wadsoever... its becos they r genuine sick.. maybe not all but majority.. pls pay a bit more attention to ur customer service ESP when u r a PRIVATE clinic...

n i spent an hr in the stupid clinic while running high fever..

well... i went to see my family doc in e evenin when my dad's back cos my fever went up to 39.4 n the doc's medication doesnt seems to work... n my family doc was surprised tt he gave me a very light dosage for my fever and a day's mc when im weak enough to be entitled 2.. take goodness he gave me two cos im still sufferin today...

moral of the story: pls do not anyhow see a doc when the doc doesnt noe ur body well enough and when u dunno how 'well' their service cld be...

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Music Cafe

bloggie, just found a great place to hang out!!! its a music cafe!! its those whrby u have live music... hmm.. sth like a guitarist, vocalist and a keyboard player... u can dedicate the songs tt u wan n they will try to present them to u... after which u can also choose to go up stage to sing the songs u wan, with their music compliments... isnt tt cool?? i tot the only drawback is tt they lack chairs with backrest for lazy pple like me... =X

i went with donovan and stayed thr like from 8 to one plus in the morning?? hahahha.. n guess wad?? one of my classmate is working thr and i've met another at the cafe too... oh.. its just so coincidental.. lolx... now i have one relaxing to hang out apart from my beloved ECP... hahahhaha.. but tis kinda places is definitely not for pple like mike cos he just cant sit down for more than half an hour doin nth... hahahhaha.. price wise might be a little steep but for the ambience n all... its worthwhile...

here's some pics of tt cafe...














isnt tis a nice little place??
yes, u have to agree with me... =)








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wow...

hmmm... ok sth interestin today... i saw a grp of my ex schmates in town today... well was a little glad... glad not becos i've met them cos i dunno most of them.. even if i noe them... we r just merely 'hi n bye' acquaintances... but i was glad becos tis ex-classmate of mine has changed significantly.. in my sec sch, though he is a nice guy but he belongs to those nerdy nerdy, not much confidence kinda person.. but now i see someone who looks so much presentable in person.. and of cos, with much confidence... though we dun talk n stuff... but somehow my heart just felt happy for him.. hahhaha... its a nice feelin to see pple r much better off then in e past.. esp when tt person deserves it..

okok... bloggie u must be thinkin tt im crappin again...

tt's all for today... =)

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CONTROL
ok... tis post was supposed to be done 2-3 weeks ago... but i was either too busy or too lazy... dan finally went off... thr goes someone whom i can crap about or hold my "mini-concert" for...
so glad tt things didnt get too emotional tt day...

i like to be control of my life... at tis moment, in my dictionary here r certain things tt r beyond my control.. they are as follows:
1. health and physical status
2.human relations/ emotions

alrite... then someone came telling me... how can one control the way a r/s goes?? it appears tt i tryin to be in control of how i wan my r/s to go... come to tink of it, probably he's rite... somehow or rather i might be plannin too far ahead on how a 'perfect' r/s shld be like... things like characters n other stuff did seems to be a hindrance to my progress in r/s.. im tryin and still tryin to change my perceptions bout my choice of a partner.. let's hope it will change for the BETTER...

tt's all for today... im so tired...
nite bloggie...

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too late??

bloggie... after so long, realised tt maybe im really too slow too late... hai... wad to do... =(

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I'm sick...

alrite bloggie... im once again down with sickness... dunno if its due wad has happened over e past week... running high fever of 38.5 degrees... aint nice when running high fever.. my body aches, accompanied by sore throat...

oh well.. at least ive gotten myself a few days rest to recuperate mentally n physically...

tt's all for now...

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just a little story...

bloggie.....

S was waiting for O to be back all these while... though S refused to admit but he cant deny tt O wld appear in his mind every now n then while O was away... S had many movies tt he very much wanted to watch... however he did not cos he very much wanted to share those movies with O when he's back... S gotten himself some restaurant vouchers somewhr somehow... he cld use it anytime with anyone... but he decided to use it when O's back...

Now O's back.. there were so much S wanted to catch up with him... but things doesnt seems rite... something was wrong n things doesnt seems to be in place... it was then tt S realized tt O seems to have found his ideal partner... goin on very smoothly...

shld S be happy for him?? afterall, O has finally got onto the correct track... probably found a rite person after so long.. he seems happy, occupied...

but S is the least happy at all.. things started to go way wrong from wad he expect... seems like things were goin too fast for him to even accept... seems like the debit card S applied for was uncalled for... S wasnt sure of his feelings towards O, he dunno if he has fallen for O...but one thing he's very sure of... he's aint feeling gd at all...


p/s:
pls feel free to leave any comments...

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simple entry
bloggieeeeeeee.... okok... long time no post...
a simple entry today...

-found a pencil case ive been usin since sec 2 all the way to jc... still find it nice... its Billabong alrite?? not those cheapo cheapo type...
-alrite.. paid for the car damages which ive caused some time back.. rather than feeling bad bout it, might as well be responsible for wad ive done rite??
-work load?? have been increasin all these while... tired, shag etc... but still surviving
-driving is fun, convenient except for parkin n e parking fees
-have a lot more stuff to update but they're nowhere to be found in my mind rite now... some other time alright??
-BYEEEEEEEE

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Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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Discipline

alright... found tis damm inspiring... so must make an entry specially for this phrase to remind myself as well as u guys... alright... tis shows how bored i m at home... -_-''

"...i said: "i lack discipline. i need to be more disciplined in order to achieve my goals." he said: "Discipline is never forgetting what you want. remember that."...."


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