Friday, May 12, 2006

wow...

hmmm... ok sth interestin today... i saw a grp of my ex schmates in town today... well was a little glad... glad not becos i've met them cos i dunno most of them.. even if i noe them... we r just merely 'hi n bye' acquaintances... but i was glad becos tis ex-classmate of mine has changed significantly.. in my sec sch, though he is a nice guy but he belongs to those nerdy nerdy, not much confidence kinda person.. but now i see someone who looks so much presentable in person.. and of cos, with much confidence... though we dun talk n stuff... but somehow my heart just felt happy for him.. hahhaha... its a nice feelin to see pple r much better off then in e past.. esp when tt person deserves it..

okok... bloggie u must be thinkin tt im crappin again...

tt's all for today... =)

reversible---signing off.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

CONTROL
ok... tis post was supposed to be done 2-3 weeks ago... but i was either too busy or too lazy... dan finally went off... thr goes someone whom i can crap about or hold my "mini-concert" for...
so glad tt things didnt get too emotional tt day...

i like to be control of my life... at tis moment, in my dictionary here r certain things tt r beyond my control.. they are as follows:
1. health and physical status
2.human relations/ emotions

alrite... then someone came telling me... how can one control the way a r/s goes?? it appears tt i tryin to be in control of how i wan my r/s to go... come to tink of it, probably he's rite... somehow or rather i might be plannin too far ahead on how a 'perfect' r/s shld be like... things like characters n other stuff did seems to be a hindrance to my progress in r/s.. im tryin and still tryin to change my perceptions bout my choice of a partner.. let's hope it will change for the BETTER...

tt's all for today... im so tired...
nite bloggie...

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

too late??

bloggie... after so long, realised tt maybe im really too slow too late... hai... wad to do... =(

reversible---signing off.

Monday, March 20, 2006

I'm sick...

alrite bloggie... im once again down with sickness... dunno if its due wad has happened over e past week... running high fever of 38.5 degrees... aint nice when running high fever.. my body aches, accompanied by sore throat...

oh well.. at least ive gotten myself a few days rest to recuperate mentally n physically...

tt's all for now...

reversible---signing off feeling sick.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

just a little story...

bloggie.....

S was waiting for O to be back all these while... though S refused to admit but he cant deny tt O wld appear in his mind every now n then while O was away... S had many movies tt he very much wanted to watch... however he did not cos he very much wanted to share those movies with O when he's back... S gotten himself some restaurant vouchers somewhr somehow... he cld use it anytime with anyone... but he decided to use it when O's back...

Now O's back.. there were so much S wanted to catch up with him... but things doesnt seems rite... something was wrong n things doesnt seems to be in place... it was then tt S realized tt O seems to have found his ideal partner... goin on very smoothly...

shld S be happy for him?? afterall, O has finally got onto the correct track... probably found a rite person after so long.. he seems happy, occupied...

but S is the least happy at all.. things started to go way wrong from wad he expect... seems like things were goin too fast for him to even accept... seems like the debit card S applied for was uncalled for... S wasnt sure of his feelings towards O, he dunno if he has fallen for O...but one thing he's very sure of... he's aint feeling gd at all...


p/s:
pls feel free to leave any comments...

reversible---signing off @ missing ecp...

Monday, February 27, 2006

simple entry
bloggieeeeeeee.... okok... long time no post...
a simple entry today...

-found a pencil case ive been usin since sec 2 all the way to jc... still find it nice... its Billabong alrite?? not those cheapo cheapo type...
-alrite.. paid for the car damages which ive caused some time back.. rather than feeling bad bout it, might as well be responsible for wad ive done rite??
-work load?? have been increasin all these while... tired, shag etc... but still surviving
-driving is fun, convenient except for parkin n e parking fees
-have a lot more stuff to update but they're nowhere to be found in my mind rite now... some other time alright??
-BYEEEEEEEE

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and
reversible---signing off.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


reversible---signing off.
Discipline

alright... found tis damm inspiring... so must make an entry specially for this phrase to remind myself as well as u guys... alright... tis shows how bored i m at home... -_-''

"...i said: "i lack discipline. i need to be more disciplined in order to achieve my goals." he said: "Discipline is never forgetting what you want. remember that."...."


reversible---signing off.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try tis @ http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

so terrible...

hey bloggie... down with chicken pox is so terrible....i cldnt sleep the whole nite... how come tis time round my chicken pox is unlike the first one?? i look terrible, feeling damm itchy... with on n off fever tt in turn causes my bones to ache... im feeling soooooooooo terrible..... arghhh..... itchy itchy itchy... plus so many 'pox' just keep poppin out onto my face... i look horrible... sob sob sob...

reversible---signing off @ arghhhhhh...

Friday, February 03, 2006

Chicken Pox!!!

i just went to my family doctor... n yes... as the title suggests... im down with chicken pox... guess wad?? its my second time infected with chicken pox!!! >_<

it must come today when i have so many programmes tml la... if only it comes on monday.. i must crazy... as though i can decide when it shld come like tt... =(

now i gotta give up all my programmes for the weekend.. its gonna be such a happenin weekend la... sob sob sob... >_<

reversible---signing off @ wad a nite... sob...
Happy Chinese New Year!

happy chinese new year dudes!!! sorry for such a late entry... was away at genting during cny, came back n was doin some visiting... next i fell sick... when even im doin up tis entry, i cld still feel the 'hotness' ard my forehead... well.. the trip to genting was quite fruitful... bought a couple of stuff back... hmmm... lets see...

my shopping:
1. polo tee (FOS) $39.90
2. bum equipment shirt (BUM City) $39.90
3. mesh cap ( BUM City) $35.00
4.necklace (BUM City) $19.90
5. wallet (BUM City) $72.90
6. cargo pants (unknown) $89

total: $296.60

yeap yeap... eh eh... these figures r in ringgits so stay calm alright.... lolx... genting nv fails to be my shoppin paradise... oh well... lolx... n yes... BUM City appears to be my favourite spot... guessed my aunt n i been there for like at least 5 times during our 3D2N stay... kekeke...

hey dun tink ive bought expensive stuff alright.. these r either bout the same price in sg or they r relatively cheaper than those in sg... so ya... ive gave up some stuff tt i felt its kinda ex alright...like tt cargo pants for instance, i tink jean pierre sells them at over S$80... n i got them like S$45?? oh... wad an achievement!!! wahahha... ok.. i shall stop justify myself just in case pple like 'bloggie' starts to 'suan' me again...

new resolution:
-be more mature
-approachable
-cry no more (yes i tear easily)

yeap... tt's bout it... oh i also wanna a more satisfactory life...

*it aint to late to set my new yr resolution rite?? hee..

the fever is killing me... my bones r aching!!!!!

reversible---signing off @ Happy Chinese New Year pple!!

Friday, January 27, 2006

What my birthday means??

got tis frm jerald's blog... sorry for not informin u jerald.. =X

hmmm... let's see...

Your Birthdate: October 4
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Thursday, January 26, 2006

My first time...

bloggie.. today i've gave my first time... the first time i buang while driving...

drove my aunt's car out yesterday to do last min cny shoppin... after which met up with alvin n went to NTU for a visit... tis incident happened today when im supposed to return the car... i was too focused with the car that was intendin to turn out to the main road tt i fail to realize the lorry in front was stoppin to turn into the small road... n there i went... buang.... hit on! nv underestimate a small little knock on another car... i tot it was just a slight scratch or sth... who noes... it was a crack on the headlight and the bonnet was dented... omg!!! i was totally speechless...

things tt came into my mind:
1. dunno how to break the news
2.guilty becos my aunt trust me COMPLETELY with her car
3.heard tt repair works will cost quite a sum
4.disappointed in myself... its not even 2 weeks after i got my license n buang i went.. how much more careless can i get??

my aunt was taking it easy n said that its a learnin experience for me... e more she thinks nth bout it, the more bad i felt... my day was completely ruin today...

how cld i be so careless keepin so close to the lorry n yet focus on other car.. a very expensive lesson today...

reversible---signing off @ im very sorry.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

update update update...

alright... some updates after me getting my license...


thurs:
-wanted to try parking in the carpark.
-dad TAGGED along.
-made me drove ard the carpark n nagged all the way.
-low morale
-end result: didnt managed to learn anything cos dad just have no confidence in me.
-dad warned me not to drive without anyone guiding esp on sat(whereby ive intended to drive down town)
-midnight: sneaked outta the hse n try the parkin on my own. shhhhhhhhhh
.

fri:
-drove to work with dad's 'supervision'
-he made me feel like a student back in BBDC
-sneaked out n try parkin again after midnight.
-but have to keep using the same slot or dad will suspect.
-end result: forgot to adjust the seat n mirrors----> how careless can i get???!!!!

sat (my FIRST TIME ):
-aunt was sick so she cant guide me to drive.
-BUT..................
-nonetheless, she allowed me to drive on MY OWN for the very first time!!!!!
-so glad tt she trusted me wholeheartedly...

-alright.. sent grandma to get some bakin stuff.
-went to pick karl n dan up.
-missed raffles city taxi stand TWICE and i have to make a big round TWICE!
-so damm cool... im drivin down town without any supervision!!!
-alright.. went chinatown eat, walk walk, visited a club for awhile
-headed Mount Faber..
-accidently entered a carpark by mistake there n guess wad we've discovered??
-somebody was having some hanky panky business in their car (i apologized for interruptin) lolx
-went to a prata shop near NUS to have supper
-headed home after tat.


here's some photos taken on sat...






tat's me, the DRIVER!!!
im so damm excited la... woohooo!!!

















supper time!! here's dan n karl















alright... me, karl n dan in the car after supper... erm... i tink its almost four a.m. in the mornin.. lolx...




















here's a clearer pic...










say cheese...

here's dan n me!

reversible---signing off feelin excited.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Yes! I've passed my driving test...

bloggie... yes... i've did it... today marks the first day of me being a qualified driver on road...

went on off today... guess wad?? the stress was there since last nite after my last lesson... tried to get ample rest n wanted to wake up as late as possible... but oh well... like when im having exams in sch... my biological clock woke me up at 8 plus... n i had interrupted sleep after which... sth interestin... by 12plus i cld feel my heart beating so hard tt its almost poppin out... well.. the silly me started to read my pulse n guess wad.. my heartbeat went up to 101/min... izzit normal??

went to took my driving test today... was almost late for my warm up at 3.35pm... i reached there bout 3.30 but the instructor said i was almost the last few... others have started long ago... i almosted fainted.. nonetheless i started with my warm up n was given advice on certain issues... well.. of which was the potrayal of 'image'... oh so biz-liked...

just when i finished my warm up, parkin my test car.. it started downpour... i was like... wad the heck...my test happens to falls on a heavier traffic slot.. n then it rained... the rain continued thruout my test but thank goodness, everything went smoothly... at the end of the day, ive got 6 demerit points... n there i was... leaving BBDC with a qualified driver status.. kinda glad tt i cld pass on my first attempt... if not got to spend more time, effort n money...

oh well.. my stress n worries aint uncalled for... though my parents didnt say much but they were placing very high hopes on me... ever since dunno when... when i told my mum bout it, the next thing i noe... i received sms from my aunt congratulating me already... n she was telling me how happy my mum was... when i got home i tink everyone noes bout it already... well bloggie... u see.. though she didnt say much but i noe they r waiting for good results.. i dun wanna disappoint them n i dun wanna disappoint myself either... so ya.. tt's where the stress came from...

one issue down... much relieved n there goes another burden...

reversible---signing off as a qualified driver as from today.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

first update in the new year...

time for some updates in this new yr... sorry dudes... wasnt really feeling good over the past few days... so ya... my 'black face' cld be seen all ard...

oh btw... its not over yet... dun ask me y cos i dun wish to comment... im just so disgusted by myself... if only ive listen to advices... if i didnt insisted on my own way... probably things wld have turn out better... i always believe tis phrase "u'll nv know until u try..." but tt's the price i have to pay for tis time round.... so did i make a mistake by trying??

i tink im gonna explode any moment so ya....

i need to go shoppin... i need it badly... there's nth much tt im lacked of... but i just wanna get some freaking stuff to pamper myself in tis new yr... havent really got sth nice for myself for a long long time!!!!

To tt jacket: u better dun appear in front of me again or u will be mine in no time...

well... soon it will mark a yr of my singlehood... ya... after much 'tryin' again... ive fell hard... though i have experienced sth much worse a few yr back... but tis kinda torture aint a nice experience for just anyone...

i miss being pampered, i miss being in a r/s... but then again... there r so many implications engagin in one tt draws me back... bloggie, do u understand wad im trying to say??

alright... updates for tis coming week.. im goin over to a completely new environment with new working system, new colleagues... wad's more?? im headin there ALONE until the next upcoming week before my grp of pple joins me... got a test comin up as well... dun remind me of the test... have confidence?? my ans: NO!!

i need shoppin !!! tis coming saturday shall be the day...

reversible---signin off @ not feelin gd these days...

Monday, December 26, 2005

Merry Christmas...
merry merry x'mas bloggie..... how's everybody's christmas?? hope they had a joyful one....as for me.... i had a peaceful one... a peaceful n silent one... probably the most suitable x'mas carol at tis moment wld be 'silent nite'..... lolx

x'mas hasnt been good for me over the past few yrs.... goes the same for tis yr.... hangin on... im hangin on as usual...

x'mas is a day which ive been anticipating for... but it always turn out to be sth i rather do without... i always wanted a joyous celebration with frens n loved one... singing x'mas carols, havin x'mas dinner, xchangin presents presents n presents.... but all these seems like a dream nowadays... like a dream tt is so far-fetched.....

hmmm.. let's see... wad our little reversible had for christmas... hmm... well.... i tink... he's got a nice modern cd rack from his office x'mas party.... next, a gift from jerald tt has yet to be collected... (thanks jerald... it was really nice of u n i have urs waiting for u too...)... let's see... wad else we have for our reversible... hmmm... tt's all... reversible was hopin for more... but even his aunt has left him out... probably becos he's already grown up so x'mas present is like no longer necessary?? bloggie.. wad else can i say??

so much so for x'mas... someone also told me str at my face tt i had a mercenary scheme for being with someone.... ya.... someone whom ive spent effort n time on...sincerity n heart.... i was labelled as 'being worse than a callboy'.... n my '2hrs spent waitin for someone is worth for gettin a rich partner in return....' aint tt sounds cheap?? yea... tt's wad reversible got for x'mas.... sorry but i dun wish to comment anymore...

yes.. as im writing thru tis entry my heart aches.... wad happened to the joyful x'mas celebrations with tons n tons of presents tt i used to have when i was a kid?? why did a peacful x'mas turned out to be like tis??

reversible---signing off @ given up hopes for a nice x'mas...

Sunday, December 18, 2005

" if u make a trip ard Singapore town... "

bloggie oh bloggie... went town yesterday... watched king kong... not a bad movie but its 3 hrs long... quite an interesting plot though... at least sth new... includes romance, thrilling, touching blah blah blah... alright... im not an expert at commenting movies... so ya... lolx..

went shoppin after tt... remember the other time when i mentioned bout the shoppin vouchers?? yeap yeap.. spent it on a fossil watch... after shortlisting a few with eric n mike, finally decided on one... here's the pic...



how is it??

dan said it was retro---> i fainted...

mum said the strap aint good---> i dun really bother until its worn out

bro said it suits him more---> i punched him.. lolx.. kiddin


apart from the watch, we also get to choose its metal casing.. accordin to the sales assistant, pple specially bought another watch JUST for its casing... isnt tis ridiculous.. well... pple got nth else better to buy u see... =P

oh well.. we also get to choose the paper bag... dot dot dot... oh yes if u cant tell, ive got a green one... hahahahah

i begin to wonder... izzit becos its TANGS or Fossil service was meant to be like tis.. nvm... ive got wad i want n tt's wad matters.. yeah!

priced at $155/- but of cos.. thanks to the shoppin vouchers i paid only a token sum of.................... 5bucks!!! *blink blink blink*




went for photo taking sessions... alright here's one taken outside paragon... we've used 3 phones Nokia 7610,Sony Ericson w800i and Panasonic V3 ( non of these belongs to me alright??) to test out the qualties of each cam phone n tis was one of the samples

three handsome dudes?? oh pukes... wahahahahha

reversible---signing off.