feelings...

bloggie... im feelin so demoralised rite now... the tot of the next day just make me so sick... my heart aches... yes it aches.. probably the first time i felt tis way with issues not relating to r/s... im beginnin to self-pity myself... n of cos a few others... y r we gettin such treatment?? y r we being manipulated?? shld seek help?? from who?? pple r just using underhands to help each other.. connections is the key word...

need a shoulder to lean on? yes i do...

need a listening ear?? i have plenty...

but the problem is... there's no shoulder for me to lean on bloggie... no more..

plenty of listenin ears there r... but these r just some boring stuff tt probably apart frm me, everyone else wld be bored by them... y waste pple's time n tellin them stuff which probably they dun understand??

alright... yet another grumbling session of mine... i'll be fine... nite!

reversible---signing off @ nothing is fair in this world.