first update in the new year...

time for some updates in this new yr... sorry dudes... wasnt really feeling good over the past few days... so ya... my 'black face' cld be seen all ard...

oh btw... its not over yet... dun ask me y cos i dun wish to comment... im just so disgusted by myself... if only ive listen to advices... if i didnt insisted on my own way... probably things wld have turn out better... i always believe tis phrase "u'll nv know until u try..." but tt's the price i have to pay for tis time round.... so did i make a mistake by trying??

i tink im gonna explode any moment so ya....

i need to go shoppin... i need it badly... there's nth much tt im lacked of... but i just wanna get some freaking stuff to pamper myself in tis new yr... havent really got sth nice for myself for a long long time!!!!

To tt jacket: u better dun appear in front of me again or u will be mine in no time...

well... soon it will mark a yr of my singlehood... ya... after much 'tryin' again... ive fell hard... though i have experienced sth much worse a few yr back... but tis kinda torture aint a nice experience for just anyone...

i miss being pampered, i miss being in a r/s... but then again... there r so many implications engagin in one tt draws me back... bloggie, do u understand wad im trying to say??

alright... updates for tis coming week.. im goin over to a completely new environment with new working system, new colleagues... wad's more?? im headin there ALONE until the next upcoming week before my grp of pple joins me... got a test comin up as well... dun remind me of the test... have confidence?? my ans: NO!!

i need shoppin !!! tis coming saturday shall be the day...

reversible---signin off @ not feelin gd these days...

Merry Christmas...
merry merry x'mas bloggie..... how's everybody's christmas?? hope they had a joyful one....as for me.... i had a peaceful one... a peaceful n silent one... probably the most suitable x'mas carol at tis moment wld be 'silent nite'..... lolx

x'mas hasnt been good for me over the past few yrs.... goes the same for tis yr.... hangin on... im hangin on as usual...

x'mas is a day which ive been anticipating for... but it always turn out to be sth i rather do without... i always wanted a joyous celebration with frens n loved one... singing x'mas carols, havin x'mas dinner, xchangin presents presents n presents.... but all these seems like a dream nowadays... like a dream tt is so far-fetched.....

hmmm.. let's see... wad our little reversible had for christmas... hmm... well.... i tink... he's got a nice modern cd rack from his office x'mas party.... next, a gift from jerald tt has yet to be collected... (thanks jerald... it was really nice of u n i have urs waiting for u too...)... let's see... wad else we have for our reversible... hmmm... tt's all... reversible was hopin for more... but even his aunt has left him out... probably becos he's already grown up so x'mas present is like no longer necessary?? bloggie.. wad else can i say??

so much so for x'mas... someone also told me str at my face tt i had a mercenary scheme for being with someone.... ya.... someone whom ive spent effort n time on...sincerity n heart.... i was labelled as 'being worse than a callboy'.... n my '2hrs spent waitin for someone is worth for gettin a rich partner in return....' aint tt sounds cheap?? yea... tt's wad reversible got for x'mas.... sorry but i dun wish to comment anymore...

yes.. as im writing thru tis entry my heart aches.... wad happened to the joyful x'mas celebrations with tons n tons of presents tt i used to have when i was a kid?? why did a peacful x'mas turned out to be like tis??

reversible---signing off @ given up hopes for a nice x'mas...

" if u make a trip ard Singapore town... "

bloggie oh bloggie... went town yesterday... watched king kong... not a bad movie but its 3 hrs long... quite an interesting plot though... at least sth new... includes romance, thrilling, touching blah blah blah... alright... im not an expert at commenting movies... so ya... lolx..

went shoppin after tt... remember the other time when i mentioned bout the shoppin vouchers?? yeap yeap.. spent it on a fossil watch... after shortlisting a few with eric n mike, finally decided on one... here's the pic...



how is it??

dan said it was retro---> i fainted...

mum said the strap aint good---> i dun really bother until its worn out

bro said it suits him more---> i punched him.. lolx.. kiddin


apart from the watch, we also get to choose its metal casing.. accordin to the sales assistant, pple specially bought another watch JUST for its casing... isnt tis ridiculous.. well... pple got nth else better to buy u see... =P

oh well.. we also get to choose the paper bag... dot dot dot... oh yes if u cant tell, ive got a green one... hahahahah

i begin to wonder... izzit becos its TANGS or Fossil service was meant to be like tis.. nvm... ive got wad i want n tt's wad matters.. yeah!

priced at $155/- but of cos.. thanks to the shoppin vouchers i paid only a token sum of.................... 5bucks!!! *blink blink blink*




went for photo taking sessions... alright here's one taken outside paragon... we've used 3 phones Nokia 7610,Sony Ericson w800i and Panasonic V3 ( non of these belongs to me alright??) to test out the qualties of each cam phone n tis was one of the samples

three handsome dudes?? oh pukes... wahahahahha

reversible---signing off.

a long weekend...
hmm... had quite a very very long weekend... went shoppin ard sg... alright... where else?? town lor... lolx... went see see look look... gotta plan wad to buy for cny etc... im not kiasu alright... its just tt since now i have the time might as well go look ard n buy if possible rather than waiting for jan when everyone is rushin to buy cny stuff.. some clothes did grasp my attention... but have yet to try them on... still thinkin of how to mix n match them before getting them...

shoes shoes shoes... one of the most headache item... not tt i cldnt find any... its just tt ive found too many... but i only had the intention of gettin one.. wanna noe y?? plus read my previous postings...lolx...

wanna get a watch using my b'day present aka shoppin vouchers... went ard shoppin for fcuk g-star ck or whatever branded clothes... usually when i intend to spend a bomb on clothes i will buy some special, unique or much classy clothes so tt its worth.. but usually i ended up chuckin them in my wardrobe cos i seldom had a chance to wear them... buying t-shirts?? my t-shirts r seasonal based... they will only be with me for awhile... so i guess i better restrain myself tis time round... remember ur pants u bough for tis new yr?? u have yet to wear them more than 10 times i tink!! so investing in a watch is much worth!!

oh btw... i tink i still have like 10 pieces of new clothes n pants which ive yet to wear... =X i didnt buy them all !! some were from mid-yr sales while some were gifts from my friends... not tt i dun wanna wear but its just tt they r new so i wanna wait till a suitable occasion to wear.. but i guess until now... there's none! lolx

im not a spendthrift... i repeat im not a spendthrift alright!!!

reversible---signing off.

updates
yoohooooo..... time for some updates... actually clearing my leave n offs these few weeks... so had quite some time for myself... went window shoppin... nth interests me except a pair of shorts n jacket... x'mas coming... uhm uhm... u noe who u r n wad i mean... =P

nox's 3 mths old tis week... soon will be sendin him for vaccines... he's doin fine n im teachin him some tricks rite now... lolx...

i tink i noe who's tt bloggie who is so secretive visitin my blog n leaving comments n yet dun wanna reveal himself... most likely to be him... hahahaha...

reversible---signin off.

feelings...

bloggie... im feelin so demoralised rite now... the tot of the next day just make me so sick... my heart aches... yes it aches.. probably the first time i felt tis way with issues not relating to r/s... im beginnin to self-pity myself... n of cos a few others... y r we gettin such treatment?? y r we being manipulated?? shld seek help?? from who?? pple r just using underhands to help each other.. connections is the key word...

need a shoulder to lean on? yes i do...

need a listening ear?? i have plenty...

but the problem is... there's no shoulder for me to lean on bloggie... no more..

plenty of listenin ears there r... but these r just some boring stuff tt probably apart frm me, everyone else wld be bored by them... y waste pple's time n tellin them stuff which probably they dun understand??

alright... yet another grumbling session of mine... i'll be fine... nite!

reversible---signing off @ nothing is fair in this world.

THE 3 SOULS...

3 souls sleepin in a small room
pple said tt they're one family
the 3 souls wanted to return home on the dot, they were asked to wait for the rest
pple there said it was morale issue

they said tt they lack manpower
3 souls were sent to assist them
the 3 souls work while some of the pple slack
insufficient manpower but yet they permit such attitude

there were sufficient time but pple didnt want to start work
just b4 the impt day, pple start to rush
ot ot n ot
they have sufficient pple but they still kept the 3 souls back
left the 3 souls n a few hardworking fellows working while they carried on with their chattings

everything was finally over they all were entitled the rest of the day off
however it doesnt apply to the 3 souls
they had to stay, they had to finish their own assigned stuff

tot they said they were one family
tot they talked bout morale issue
what happened??
looking at the 3 pathetic souls, my heart teared...

reversible---siging off.

Today's lessons...

today's lesson is abt mobile phone... as the word mobile refers to "on the move", mobile phone wld equate to a phone tt is always "on the move" n always accessible... but i dun understand y some pple, despite having a mobile phone, they r still inaccessible.... then wad's the pt of having a mobile phone??

another impt lesson today is responsibility... gave ur word, make sure u do it... if u r not confident of doin, pls let pple noe in advance... giving ur word but unable to fulfill it is simply just too irresponsible.. i hate n i repeat myself again, i HATE tis kinda behaviour... besides.. tis is usually the reason accountin for the arguements in my past r/s... if u cant do it or cant promise.. then dun promise... or let them noe tt u r not confident of fulfillin ur promise... dun bring up pple's hope n push them down to the drain... it brings pple disappointment n anyone definitely doesnt deserves tis kinda treatment...

lesson's over!

reversible---signing off as teacher today.

Updates
long time no see... time for updates... hmmm... yup... my doggy is finally back... apart frm some problems which i have yet to solve, he's quite settled down... didnt create much major problems.. really thankful for tt... 2 weeks passed n he's doin quite alright...

well... if u noticed, some postings have been removed... some reasons attributing to tt but i see no reasons to put these reasons up... anyway... have been knowing quite a few nice pple... but somehow or rather im too tired to proceed further... izzit really becos im too tired after so much esp what has been over the past few mths?? or the rite one has yet to appear?? or izzit becos im gettin cold feet?? im really unsure bout it myself...but i guess i will just leave it as it is... whatever will be, will be...

wanted to say more... but the tots r just flying round n round my head tt i dun even noe where to start... another day then.. nite bloggie!

reversible---signing off.

171005 my Yorkie Yorkie...

171005... finally bought my pup... a yorkshire terrier... guess wad? i bought it together with a petshop owner who happens to be an accquaintance of mine... so now at least my little pup will be able to meet up with his sis occasionally... left my pup with the petshop owner for the time being while its waiting to be taken for his first vaccine with his sis tml... meanwhile.. have been busy thinkin of a name for tis little fellow... any suggestions pls let me noe ya... lolx... hopefully can upload his photo soon...

reversible---signing off.

Special Thanks...
special thanks to dom n dan who made effort to celebrate my b'day with me... esp dom who was sick n still drag himself out... really appreciate both ur efforts... though the b'day cake seems a bit not very de well planned...kekeke... went ktv yesterday... had received quite a lot of greetings n wishes frm my family n frens all over... thanks guys... really appreciate u guys for remembering my b'day... lolx... to eric n mike... no worries.. though a lot of stuff has happened btw us... but ive always regard u guys as my very gd frens... no change at all... kekeke... tt's all for today ba... oh ya... seems like my job is getting tougher each day... nonetheless, I WILL SURVIVE!! hee...

reversible---signing off.

My Proud Collection




hahahah... here's my proud collection of 14 pairs of shoes n slippers... kekeke... but gotta clear some of them soon.. izizt consider a lot?? hmm.. was still getting a few more pairs.. but better wait till im enterin uni first... hahahaha..

reversible---signing off.

HO HO HO...
bloggie... just came back frm driving... guess wad.. today's performance is damm good... hahaha... did my 'S' course n 'Crank' course pretty well so the instructor let me carry on with the next lesson... which happens to be directional change... hahaha... i tink im gettin more n more arrogant... started to speed in circuit etc... n the instructor told me not to be too over confident... hahaha... anyway.. tis instructor is not frm my grp but dunno y i was assigned to him... he's a gd instructor in the sense tt he teach based on ur ability... let u go on ur own n correct u only when u make mistakes.. n he left me with a damm great feeling after lesson... overall... tis is the BEST lesson i ever had.. fulfillment, satisfaction n results... hohoho... tt's all for today... nite!

reversible---signing off... ho ho ho...

a different kind of shopping...
phew... bloggie... have been visitin pet shops one after another... online searching for related websites, one after another... nv been to so many pet shops within a week... see until im fainting.. hahaha... went holland v yesterday.. but didnt managed to find any yorkie... at most a silky terrier... still gonna continue my search.. hope i dun have to make a journey to the east... lolx.. tt's all... oh... jerald is coming back in less than 12 hrs time though.. hahaha... wonder how is his trip tis time though...

reversible---signing off.

long time no blog... lolx

hmm.. bloggie... didnt blog for a real long period of time... been quite occupied recently... lolx... was thinking of getting a pup... so have been doin some research online n thru books... so guys, if u see me online but didnt talk much pls understand... cos ive been busily "glueing" my eyes on the various dogs websites.. lolx..

but i have another worry goin ard in my mind... tt's to convince my parents... just brought up tis issue today... n my mum gave me a firm NO.... hai... just knew it... but she always object to the stuff i bought... even to things like shoes, watches, clothes... etc... so at times i just buy it back n she cant do much... but my mum really noes me well.. she noes exactly wad i was thinking... kinda happy to see tis... she told me not to get the dog on my own... n.. tt was exactly wad i was thinking to do... lolx...

though kinda troubled by tis... but also quite amused by my mum regardin her reasons for rejecting my idea.. just tt these cant be put into words... so will i get a pup or not?? hmmm.. let me think think first... at least ive sth on keep my mind occupied rite now... lolx... plus... the breed i wanna get.. yorkshire terrier.. seems very rare in sg... so let's wait till i can find one then i will give my FINAL ANSWER.... hee...

jearld is coming real soon...hmmm... guess he must have missed sg real much... probably will meet him next week too... lolx...

tt's all for today...

reversible---siginin off.

NUS... cldnt wait to get there...lolx...

hmm.. its a long time since i last made an entry... had quite a busy week last week though... but guess now its back to low period once again... yup yup... went nus yesterday... visited one of the hostels... quite a very nice n happening place... its quite diff from wad i had in mind.. of cos it was better la... lolx... hmmm... cldnt wait to continue my studies n shift there too... lalala... wonder how is it like to stay alone n independent from home...

hmmm... actually there were a couple of things which i wanted to blog abt... but somehow or rather i guess i had put them at the back of my mind till now i cldnt find them back.. hahaha ... oh btw... was at gym tis afternoon... saw tis pair of nike sneakers tis guy was wearin... i was so captivated by it... uh uh... no no... reversible.. u have too many pairs of shoes n stop addin to tt collection of urs!!! hahahah

really couldnt remember wad i wanna mention over here... next time ba...

two weeks have past.. jerald u have two more weeks to go... hang on there... lolx...

reversible---signing off.

friend or FOOL??

defination of frens?? hmmm.. i tot frens will be there when u need them... ha... ive met someone with a diff defination... i have no intention of picking up a quarrel... but need to get it off my chest... hmmm... i dun see y when one's feeling down, one fren can just refuses to talk to u when u need them...n u were talking bout frens?? being frens to such an extent dun u tink its just so meaningless... wad's the pt then?? come online n chat?? wad if... wad if.. it happened to be an urgent call n with regards to life n death matter?? will u be guilty for the REST OF UR LIFE... or probably it wld be thrown to the back to ur mind in split seconds??

"l dun think u'll ever see someone else trying to salvage a frenship with his ex like l'm doin now"

now u r telling ur ex tt u see no pt bearin grudges n wanna be frens... is tt how u gonna treat him as well?? or its just me who receives tis kinda treatment?? im so disappointed in u... nv had i experience such an encounter... touch ur heart n search ur conscience... frens?? or fool?? i really wonder... i start to see myself as a fool... i begin to have doubts in u... im swayin over to ur ex's side... y did he choose to break up with u?? y?? was it really his fault?? or there were hidden reasons... ive heard enough of ur actions outside... but i choose to believe u... did i make a wrong choice?? being frens to tis extent can it be still considered frens?? i really wonder... after so much ive done we ended up as frens but up till tis pt... i dun see the sincerity in u... sad to say i really dun... touch ur heart n asked urself again... do u really treat me as a fren in the first place.. if u do how come ur actions says otherwise?? is tt how u treat ur fren?? even 'sir' is willin to lend a listenin ear but u... im just so disappointed

n im kinda disgusted by ur last entry... im sorry bout tt.. i just cldnt help.. from ur blog it seems to pple tt u r the nice person who has been hurt... u seems like the nice person wanting to make frens... but ur actions really really cant convinced me.. in actual fact do the pple noes wad kinda person u r?? how u actually treat pple?? i just couldnt convinced myself... r u just puttin up a show to show pple how nice u r??? if u r really trying to make frens with ur ex then how come u treat ur own frens like tis?? or probably u have ur own reasons?? i seriously dunno...

im just so utterly disappointed in u... if fact i seriously tink tt u dun act like ur age at all... n i mean AT ALL... yes... im gettin upset... i cldnt less be bothered bout ur feelings when u r readin tis... if u bother... pls do some SELF-REFLECTIONS regarding ur actions n urself... it just saddens me... it has been a long time since i last put such a long entry so u shld noe how much it affected me...

reversible---signing off UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED...

SUPER... SUPERSTAR

just finished the grand finale of superstar... missed it the other time cos of driving lessons... well... overall was not too bad... just tt the advertisements are kinda disturbing... if only they have the concert non-stop w/o any intervals...

there were many comments bout wei lian winning the title of SUPERSTAR... i guess its inevitable given tt the comments given by the judges were all in favour of kelly while the results turn out to b otherwise... in my opinion i wasnt very happy bout tt as well... my support goes out to kelly... it all depends on how one define superstar... for me.. a superstar would be one who can presents himself... he must be an all-rounder.. can sing can dance can presents in terms of expressing himself.. physically n vocally... between the two... kelly wld fit the bill...

im not saying wei lian cant... but i guess it takes more effort to become one... n it wld require a lot n i mean real hard work to achieve tt... n it wld be quite diff for him to rise in the competitive mkt... well... hope im wrong.. in any case.. wish both of them all the best in their future singing career...

P/S: these r my personal opinion n i have nth against any of them... just my preferences... so pls do not bombard me with any comments...

reversible---signing off.

some stuff...

jerald rang me up on wed.. haha... was kinda surprised though... really nice of him to call... but didnt chat much cos of the bills... if only overseas bill charges the same as local bill... lolx... well...guess it will be a while b4 i will see u again... u have bout 3 weeks +++ to go... endure ya.. hope to see u soon... =)

asked for Butch back from jim yesterday... since it means nth to jim... might as well asked it back from jim cos i tink i need him more than jim rite now... sorry jim...

some tots just suddenly came into my mind these days... outta nowhere... really outta nowhere.. i wonder y... did affected me in one way or another but guess im still coping fine though... yes... reversible.. u'll be fine...

reversible---signing off.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
specially took off to visit my sec sch teachers today... sch didnt really change much but ive realized tt some teachers have aged...

hmm... in the past when i returned... we seems to be their only graduated students... but right now seeing so many other younger graduated batch of students made me realize tt actually we r really quite senior in another words... old... lolx...

anyway one of my teacher was telling me tt i look more mature... i was like -_-'''... i always tot tt i look young for my age but now she's telling me otherwise... n she's one of those whom i meet frequently.. so i must have aged quite a lot these mths... lolx... perhaps too tired n tied down by other issues over the past few mths... but nvm... things r getting better...

to all teachers out there.. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

reversible---signing off.