Monday, July 17, 2006

Smart shopper!
hi bloggie.... went shoppin yesterday with sue... oh yes... i spent again.. but i try to be a SMART shopper alrite? like i bought a pair of floral shorts for like 6 bucks?? its FREAKIN cheap la.. but it doesnt really look cheap... hahha.. bought a singlet.. or rather meant to be a vest at 14 bucks?? not exactly the one i wan but its a gd replacement cos i tink it looks nice... total expenses= $20!!

went GNC just now... yes u r not seein things its GNC... thr's sth i didnt like bout my bod n tt's my chest.. i have a flat chest n i so wanna do sth bout it... ok, tt's not the pt.. the pt is im such a good shopper la.. hahha... see below to noe why...

actual price
whey protein- $93.50
GNC bottle- $10.15
Total- $103.65

discounted price
vip card-$10
whey protein-$70.12 (25% off)
GNC bottle-$8.12 (20% off)
Total- $88.20

can u believe it?? u can enjoy being a vip member n u r like payin 20bucks lesser?? wad a good bargain...

see, im a SMART shopper... hahaha

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

sweet sms review day...

pls note: if u cant stand sweet loving, mushy stuff.. pls DO NOT read tis entry.

i always wanted to do tis.. but i have been delayin... delay no more n so here it is...

msg: hey hey since we can click quite well, wanna try dating? haha (280506, 08:35:52)
his first sms asking for a date.. was surprised though. hahah

msg: haha k all my messages to you will be super express liao. +_+ (280506, 11:21:06)
i was complainin tt his msges used to be soooooooooo lag

msg: Dear i miss you so so so so much. ;( (070606, 23:32:41)
tis was his first msg when he went taiwan.. was kinda shocked tt he miss me so fast though.. yeah! happy...

msg: Dear words cant describe how much i miss you. ;( (080606, 20:56:38)
day 2's msg... so cool.. i like his usage of words..

msg: Muacks! I miss you too. Din noe wad missing a person is so painful till now. (080606, 23:04:11)
ok.. i was having sth impt at work n was kinda relieved his sms still came...

msg: Hi dear! Day 3 le. 3 more days. Miss your voice, miss your smile, miss your everthing. Especially miss you saying 'oh pls' haha. Muacks (100606, 01:14:48)
i like tis msg the most... so sweet.. was exceptionally touched when he remembers the few words tt have always been hangin ard my mouth.. the feeling was quite memorable..

msg: Hey i sorted thinfs out le.I think i have been selfish and self centred and it would be unfair for you to get into a relationship. Its gonna be hard for us with my attitude (200606, 17:58:55)
i posted some qns to him.. n i guessed it struck his mind whether he is ready for a r/s. sad.

msg: You made me realise that a relationship involves much more than giving to each other. I dun want you to feel hurt next time. I wan you to be happy (200606, 18:05:39)
pple always says tt they wan their partners to be happy n thus they left. but how do u noe tt person will be much happier w/o u? i wonder...

msg: No need for it la thanks. Since its so difficult for both of us. I guess we both need more time. (210606, 23:07:30)
i tink i made him cry... sorry.. wanted to offer him a hug.. but...

msg: Sry if i am self centred but i wanna tink if i am ready for a relationship or even dating (210606, 23:15:21)
im a little confused here.. wad shld i do next? thr's nth i cld do but to let him cool off n tink for himself first. =(

msg: Thats so sweet! Muacks! (220606, 09:53:35)
ok.. i gave a few days of time out n sent him a msg filled with kisses.. n i tink tis was the last kiss i ever got from him on sms.. gosh im feeling sad typing tis now...

msg: hey (my name) i am really sorry about it. I really loved you but i guess i am not ready for commitment. I do not want you to get hurt because of my irresponsibility. Hugs ( 250606, 12:01:30)
ok.. i called him on sunday.. the dateline i gave him.. n he told me tt he wasnt ready... tis msg came after we hang up on phone.. i wept.. i loved him too.. its saddenin when 2 pple r in love with each other but yet they cant get together..

msg: Haha wanna meet tonight? I feel like huggin you. (250606, 14:36:40)
our last hug b4 we officially ended our one mth's date. exactly 4 weeks ago on a sunday we started datin, 4 weeks later on a sunday we have to part. ok.. i shld stop.. tears comin soon..

almost forgot... his 46secs of call while he is in taiwan... hahaha.. called just to hear my voice... for the first time i found him so silly... but i enjoy tt... =P

finally.. tis entry is up... i dun wanna lose these sweet impt msges so have decided to put them here b4 i delete them from my phone.. thr's no more spaces in my phone... i warned u guys b4 readin tis.. so dont blame me for ur goosebumps!

yeap!

reversible---signing off.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Thank You for Smoking.



ok.. went to watch tis movie 'Thank You for Smoking' with benji on sunday... i tot its an interestin movie... the male lead, Nick Naylor (Aaron Eckhart), has tis incredibly amazin power with his use of words to convince pple... he's the spokesperson for a tobacco company..

and thus, his job: promote smokin.

what captivates me is his ability to defend himself when he was sabotaged n the whole nation was against him... damm cool...

ok i have a sharp mouth... but i need a sharper mouth like Nick Naylor to convince pple... not just crappin... come on, reversible u can do it...

reversible---signing off.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

birthday celebrations @ 300606

its mike's birthday yesterday... n its eric's tml... so we celebrated yesterday.... shall let the pics do the talkin today...






birthday boy and the present i've got him.. a little puma bag..







here's eric looking satisfied with the present mike n i bought for him... hahahah... the bag's so cool... just like the one who chose tis gift for him... n tt's ME!! =P







oh here's the mr cool guy, aka ME! =P








birthday boy mike n birthday boy-to-be eric...








we went to the music cafe after having a horrible dinner at some restaurants..
n i sabo eric up on stage to SING for us... so cool... hahaha... sorry eric...










finally... eric n me at the music cafe...





note: special thanks to S who made his way down despite being sooo tired... he looks so shagged but he did tt just to keep his words... am really touched... thank u S!


reversible---signing off.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

yes i do have a problem with some cyclists...

i do not understand y some cyclists enjoy cycling on the main road with other motor vehicles... the road is already packed with so many vehicles n yet u guys still choose to fight over the road with them... its not as though thr aint any pavement for cyclin... i feel tt they r a hindrance to drivers (cos im one of them), they r also endangerin their own lives... i saw one tis morning while on my way to work... caught another on my way home... aint tis dangerous?? i really wonder...

reversible---signing off.
if u wanna noe wad happen...

ok... if u wondering wad happened to me n S... we ended... he told me he wasnt ready n so... ya... well... he wanna us to be 'close frens'... n just nice sunday was a mth we dated... 280506-250606...

defination of 'close frens' : below date, above normal frens...

in any case, we r still on pretty good terms... just tt probably he's not so reactive to my sms-es anymore... ya... but yet i still choose to send him sms-es nonetheless... dun ask me y... i guess it feels good to have someone to sms u, greetin u... ya... might be a little stupid but well... i always do stupid things like tis... ha...

will he appreciates such thing?? i have no idea... prolly one day when i tink its enough, i'll stop... meanwhile let's just share my little care wif him...

reversible---signing off.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

its a pool day......

alrite... was some family day today... so i headed down to the pool at somewhr FARRRRRRRRR away frm my place... the tot of seeing those pple just make me sick.... apparently instructions were not clear so some pple came in jeans with shoes??!!! oh plsssssssss... its swimming pool !! come on guys u shld know how to dress appropriately rite??

n so we had some water games n stuff... well though i brought my swimwear but i was tryin hard not to get spotted n get myself wet... thru enough though i cant escape the eyes of one of my superior... but i still managed to escape gettin wet cos they had sufficient pple... wahahahah...

ok then i saw sth sick... i wonder if its becos i was not involved or wad... but durin the tug-of-war game in water, the rope snapped... n those pple startin laughin (aka tryin to tell pple tt they r too strong till the rope snapped) gosh... so disgusting can... dunno whether they did tt cos they wanna 'curry flavour' our big boss who is in the water... those sarcastic laughter n smiles suddenly just make me feel sick...

okie sth to brighten up the day... congrats to mike who has successfully passed his driving test on his 2nd attempt with 18demerit points... lucky fellow ar... just nice 18... must take pics of our 3 licenses one day... its sth tt we shld be proud of !! wahahahaha..... (mike just called when i was typin tis part of the entry.. ha..)

reversible---signing off.
S and I...

ok blogging time... yes... i have choose to blog to keep myself occupied... so pls bear with my super longggggggg entries... at least for the moment...

ok... things happened between S and i... when i tot we were almost endin, i cried... i cldnt help but cry cos whenever i start a date or r/s i nv expect an end to come... though its only a date.. but come on... dating to me is a progress towards r/s... efforts n heart was put into it alrite... im serious even though its only dating...

of cos everybody except S knew tt i weeped... i dun wanna let him see me weakenin.. at least for now... i dun wanna him to feel stressed becos of my emotions... i dun wanna make him feel bad/guilty... to tink tt i can hold back my tears when he suddenly called... well.. mins b4 he called i was still tearing bitterly n i forced myself to stop while answering his call... alrite... one of my resolution tis yr is to stop being a crybaby so i started... at least in front my someone dear to me... (sry frens... guessed u still have to 'endure' my tears for the time being)

ok... i know im famous for my sharp mouth... but i wasnt really using very sharp words on S... still, i made him cry yesterday too... sorry dear... i din expect tt to happen... u must have suffered.. guessed probably u urself is unsure if u r prepared for dating/ r/s... so u r like kinda stressed...

yes... r/s means ur life wld no longer revolve ard u but also another person... thr r some changes u have to made to ur lifestyle n habits... n ya... probably u r not prepared for it... cos u enjoy ur freedom more than anything else... oh well... my decision will depends on u whether u r willin to accept the changes else it might be difficult for the both of us... it doesnt matter if u r adapting SLOWLY but its more bout whether u r WILLING to adapt... tt will depends on u... Sunday will be the day... (gosh, im sayin a little too much when he doesnt even noes my blog)

but will i survive thru tis time?? i hope i wld...

another entry comin up...

reversible---signing off.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

bloggie....................

bloggie... i have a lot to say..... but i cant really put them down in words..... in a state of confusion...

things wld only work out if both parties r tryin... but r u willin or rather ready to try??

reversible---signing off.

Monday, June 19, 2006

its time??

bloggie its time to throw everything on the table before we progress or sink deeper... always wanted to do tis.. but time, ambience and everything just doesnt seems rite... hopefully it wld be for today... let's hope...

i can sense attachment coming soon... but thr r so much stuff tt i tink its unsettled... i wanna clear things up before anything happens... i wld rather suffer now then later... will things turn up worse? i have no idea... but i HAVE to do it... *whins*

will i or rather we survive thru? i have no idea...

reversible---signing off @ i have to do it.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

-_-

ok bloggie... im a little unhappy... i dun even noe how to express my current tots into words now..... thr's a little disappointment... a little fear... a fear tt history might just repeat again... izzit me or izzit the partners ive chosen? anyone enlighten me pls??

reversible--signing off @ pls go to bed now... n i mean now... come on... go....

Saturday, June 17, 2006

touching story....

bloggie, ive just finished a story called lan yu... took me bout 1-2hrs to finish tis 31chapters worth of story... was almost touched to tears while i was halfway thru the story... have yet to watch the movie but the story was good enough... it must be hard on him to carry a strong front in front of his loved one when his loved one suggested an end to the r/s... but i tot the ending didnt really hit the climax though...

seriously thinkin if im as strong as him....

if u guys have a chance, do check out the story.. yes its a long n wordy story but its worth...

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

LOST: Tamogami Dan

dan im in the search for u... roughly know what's goin on... can u pls show urself soon?? gettin a bit worried....

reversible---signing off.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

morning breakfast

bloggie... almost left tis out... im so enjoying having breakfast with my mum... chit chat over breakfast... hmmm... didnt forsake my sleep for nth tis mornin!! yeah!

reversible signing off @ i noe u r missing me n im missing u too... =P
thank you

i thank you for missing me while u r away
i thank you for ur sms-es while u r away
most importantly,
i thank you for remembering the special words tt i wld use all the time..........

(din expect u to pay so much details into me)

yes, i was touched by tis particular msg of urs....

reversible---signing off.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Flying off...

S has finally made his way to taiwan... gonna be a week's trip... my goodness.. its like so long la... but was glad though... just realized he has updated his profile regardin his status... tot a busy person like him wld nv bother such things la... but he DID!!! hahahaha... yes, no doubt its a small action... but its an action which showed me tt the r/s n i matter to him... n i like tt... la la la...

reversible---signing off.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

updates...

went to the PC show with mike today... to tink tt i actually went to squeeze with pple... all for the sake of mike... well, we ended up buyin.... NOTHING... then went shoppin ard marina sq... ok here's the juicy part... i was shoppin for some berms cos im desperately in need of some new bottoms... so i went into tis shop tt reminds me of 77th st... then came tis sales girl who actively promote their berms n stuff... she's like tryin to psycho me to buy their berms la... talkin non-stop like a spoilt radio...can turn it on, cannot turn it off... then later she was telling me the size i shld choose shld be tis cos it will bring out the look of the berms and then she goes... blah blah blah... alright... in the end... i BOUGHT one from her... NOT becos i was convinced by her but becos i need one... n she was telling me SPECIAL price, special price... in the end?? 39 bucks for a pair of berms... its NOT SPECIAL at all la... -_-''' anyway, gonna boycott tt shop if i ever see tt sales girl again... make a wonderful shoppin trip so stressful...

p/s: if u wanna noe tis shop, message me personally... =P

some other stuff... yes im dating... let's name tis person S... a very sweet person... well guess he's not gonna see tis but still... its really nice to see how pple put in effort just for u... really nice to see S started to reply messages... at a faster rate ... hahhaha... n his afternoon msges though its simple n sometimes "nonsensical" but its sweet n i like it... whahahahah... yeap i have to admit we r progressin at a pretty slow rate... but i see no point in rushin n ended up with nth again... so ya... let's see how it goes... meanwhile, im enjoying tis... la la la... hahhaha.. d(^_^)b

oh btw... bloggie, im wonderin... y izzit hyundai getz all e time??

reversible---signing off.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i have some problems with some doctors...

ok im down with fever once again... took half a day to see a doc near my place yesterday.. im so gonna condem tt place... it took the doc more than half an hour to see a patient n the nurses din even have e courtesy to inform the rest of the patients tt they have to wait... n im runnin a freakin high fever mind u... btw, thr was another gal who was as sick as i and she seems like those kind who wld collapse anytime la... then it was 15min before 12pm and someone came to register and guess wad the nurse told her?? "next time pls come half n hour earlier..." i was like #^%&)()_()_*%^ OEI u r doin biz here and on medical service how cld u ever say tt to a patient who is in need of medical treatment?? just becos u wanted to get ur rest earlier tt's ur own problem.. u shld have expected these when u step into tis field...

went to the doc and he gave me a day's mc... tt's fine... i told him to write me a recipt as well but he FORGOT!! i dun see why thr r 3 nurses available n yet the dispensary sector is still so slow... when patient number 52 got her medications, paitent no 58 has already seen the doc.. surely u dun need tt long rite?? if u were to explain to me tt diff nurses have diff role, i wld ask in return... u mean ur stupid paper work is more impt than the welfare of the sickly patients?? dun give me crap... pls take note tt the weather aint gd recently... patients come to see u not to keng mc or wadsoever... its becos they r genuine sick.. maybe not all but majority.. pls pay a bit more attention to ur customer service ESP when u r a PRIVATE clinic...

n i spent an hr in the stupid clinic while running high fever..

well... i went to see my family doc in e evenin when my dad's back cos my fever went up to 39.4 n the doc's medication doesnt seems to work... n my family doc was surprised tt he gave me a very light dosage for my fever and a day's mc when im weak enough to be entitled 2.. take goodness he gave me two cos im still sufferin today...

moral of the story: pls do not anyhow see a doc when the doc doesnt noe ur body well enough and when u dunno how 'well' their service cld be...

reversible--signin off.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Music Cafe

bloggie, just found a great place to hang out!!! its a music cafe!! its those whrby u have live music... hmm.. sth like a guitarist, vocalist and a keyboard player... u can dedicate the songs tt u wan n they will try to present them to u... after which u can also choose to go up stage to sing the songs u wan, with their music compliments... isnt tt cool?? i tot the only drawback is tt they lack chairs with backrest for lazy pple like me... =X

i went with donovan and stayed thr like from 8 to one plus in the morning?? hahahha.. n guess wad?? one of my classmate is working thr and i've met another at the cafe too... oh.. its just so coincidental.. lolx... now i have one relaxing to hang out apart from my beloved ECP... hahahhaha.. but tis kinda places is definitely not for pple like mike cos he just cant sit down for more than half an hour doin nth... hahahhaha.. price wise might be a little steep but for the ambience n all... its worthwhile...

here's some pics of tt cafe...















isnt tis a nice little place??
yes, u have to agree with me... =)








reversible---signing off.

Friday, May 12, 2006

wow...

hmmm... ok sth interestin today... i saw a grp of my ex schmates in town today... well was a little glad... glad not becos i've met them cos i dunno most of them.. even if i noe them... we r just merely 'hi n bye' acquaintances... but i was glad becos tis ex-classmate of mine has changed significantly.. in my sec sch, though he is a nice guy but he belongs to those nerdy nerdy, not much confidence kinda person.. but now i see someone who looks so much presentable in person.. and of cos, with much confidence... though we dun talk n stuff... but somehow my heart just felt happy for him.. hahhaha... its a nice feelin to see pple r much better off then in e past.. esp when tt person deserves it..

okok... bloggie u must be thinkin tt im crappin again...

tt's all for today... =)

reversible---signing off.