sweet sms review day...

pls note: if u cant stand sweet loving, mushy stuff.. pls DO NOT read tis entry.

i always wanted to do tis.. but i have been delayin... delay no more n so here it is...

msg: hey hey since we can click quite well, wanna try dating? haha (280506, 08:35:52)
his first sms asking for a date.. was surprised though. hahah

msg: haha k all my messages to you will be super express liao. +_+ (280506, 11:21:06)
i was complainin tt his msges used to be soooooooooo lag

msg: Dear i miss you so so so so much. ;( (070606, 23:32:41)
tis was his first msg when he went taiwan.. was kinda shocked tt he miss me so fast though.. yeah! happy...

msg: Dear words cant describe how much i miss you. ;( (080606, 20:56:38)
day 2's msg... so cool.. i like his usage of words..

msg: Muacks! I miss you too. Din noe wad missing a person is so painful till now. (080606, 23:04:11)
ok.. i was having sth impt at work n was kinda relieved his sms still came...

msg: Hi dear! Day 3 le. 3 more days. Miss your voice, miss your smile, miss your everthing. Especially miss you saying 'oh pls' haha. Muacks (100606, 01:14:48)
i like tis msg the most... so sweet.. was exceptionally touched when he remembers the few words tt have always been hangin ard my mouth.. the feeling was quite memorable..

msg: Hey i sorted thinfs out le.I think i have been selfish and self centred and it would be unfair for you to get into a relationship. Its gonna be hard for us with my attitude (200606, 17:58:55)
i posted some qns to him.. n i guessed it struck his mind whether he is ready for a r/s. sad.

msg: You made me realise that a relationship involves much more than giving to each other. I dun want you to feel hurt next time. I wan you to be happy (200606, 18:05:39)
pple always says tt they wan their partners to be happy n thus they left. but how do u noe tt person will be much happier w/o u? i wonder...

msg: No need for it la thanks. Since its so difficult for both of us. I guess we both need more time. (210606, 23:07:30)
i tink i made him cry... sorry.. wanted to offer him a hug.. but...

msg: Sry if i am self centred but i wanna tink if i am ready for a relationship or even dating (210606, 23:15:21)
im a little confused here.. wad shld i do next? thr's nth i cld do but to let him cool off n tink for himself first. =(

msg: Thats so sweet! Muacks! (220606, 09:53:35)
ok.. i gave a few days of time out n sent him a msg filled with kisses.. n i tink tis was the last kiss i ever got from him on sms.. gosh im feeling sad typing tis now...

msg: hey (my name) i am really sorry about it. I really loved you but i guess i am not ready for commitment. I do not want you to get hurt because of my irresponsibility. Hugs ( 250606, 12:01:30)
ok.. i called him on sunday.. the dateline i gave him.. n he told me tt he wasnt ready... tis msg came after we hang up on phone.. i wept.. i loved him too.. its saddenin when 2 pple r in love with each other but yet they cant get together..

msg: Haha wanna meet tonight? I feel like huggin you. (250606, 14:36:40)
our last hug b4 we officially ended our one mth's date. exactly 4 weeks ago on a sunday we started datin, 4 weeks later on a sunday we have to part. ok.. i shld stop.. tears comin soon..

almost forgot... his 46secs of call while he is in taiwan... hahaha.. called just to hear my voice... for the first time i found him so silly... but i enjoy tt... =P

finally.. tis entry is up... i dun wanna lose these sweet impt msges so have decided to put them here b4 i delete them from my phone.. thr's no more spaces in my phone... i warned u guys b4 readin tis.. so dont blame me for ur goosebumps!

yeap!

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Thank You for Smoking.

ok.. went to watch tis movie 'Thank You for Smoking' with benji on sunday... i tot its an interestin movie... the male lead, Nick Naylor (Aaron Eckhart), has tis incredibly amazin power with his use of words to convince pple... he's the spokesperson for a tobacco company..

and thus, his job: promote smokin.

what captivates me is his ability to defend himself when he was sabotaged n the whole nation was against him... damm cool...

ok i have a sharp mouth... but i need a sharper mouth like Nick Naylor to convince pple... not just crappin... come on, reversible u can do it...

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birthday celebrations @ 300606

its mike's birthday yesterday... n its eric's tml... so we celebrated yesterday.... shall let the pics do the talkin today...






birthday boy and the present i've got him.. a little puma bag..







here's eric looking satisfied with the present mike n i bought for him... hahahah... the bag's so cool... just like the one who chose tis gift for him... n tt's ME!! =P







oh here's the mr cool guy, aka ME! =P








birthday boy mike n birthday boy-to-be eric...








we went to the music cafe after having a horrible dinner at some restaurants..
n i sabo eric up on stage to SING for us... so cool... hahaha... sorry eric...










finally... eric n me at the music cafe...





note: special thanks to S who made his way down despite being sooo tired... he looks so shagged but he did tt just to keep his words... am really touched... thank u S!

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yes i do have a problem with some cyclists...

i do not understand y some cyclists enjoy cycling on the main road with other motor vehicles... the road is already packed with so many vehicles n yet u guys still choose to fight over the road with them... its not as though thr aint any pavement for cyclin... i feel tt they r a hindrance to drivers (cos im one of them), they r also endangerin their own lives... i saw one tis morning while on my way to work... caught another on my way home... aint tis dangerous?? i really wonder...

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if u wanna noe wad happen...

ok... if u wondering wad happened to me n S... we ended... he told me he wasnt ready n so... ya... well... he wanna us to be 'close frens'... n just nice sunday was a mth we dated... 280506-250606...

defination of 'close frens' : below date, above normal frens...

in any case, we r still on pretty good terms... just tt probably he's not so reactive to my sms-es anymore... ya... but yet i still choose to send him sms-es nonetheless... dun ask me y... i guess it feels good to have someone to sms u, greetin u... ya... might be a little stupid but well... i always do stupid things like tis... ha...

will he appreciates such thing?? i have no idea... prolly one day when i tink its enough, i'll stop... meanwhile let's just share my little care wif him...

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its a pool day......

alrite... was some family day today... so i headed down to the pool at somewhr FARRRRRRRRR away frm my place... the tot of seeing those pple just make me sick.... apparently instructions were not clear so some pple came in jeans with shoes??!!! oh plsssssssss... its swimming pool !! come on guys u shld know how to dress appropriately rite??

n so we had some water games n stuff... well though i brought my swimwear but i was tryin hard not to get spotted n get myself wet... thru enough though i cant escape the eyes of one of my superior... but i still managed to escape gettin wet cos they had sufficient pple... wahahahah...

ok then i saw sth sick... i wonder if its becos i was not involved or wad... but durin the tug-of-war game in water, the rope snapped... n those pple startin laughin (aka tryin to tell pple tt they r too strong till the rope snapped) gosh... so disgusting can... dunno whether they did tt cos they wanna 'curry flavour' our big boss who is in the water... those sarcastic laughter n smiles suddenly just make me feel sick...

okie sth to brighten up the day... congrats to mike who has successfully passed his driving test on his 2nd attempt with 18demerit points... lucky fellow ar... just nice 18... must take pics of our 3 licenses one day... its sth tt we shld be proud of !! wahahahaha..... (mike just called when i was typin tis part of the entry.. ha..)

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S and I...

ok blogging time... yes... i have choose to blog to keep myself occupied... so pls bear with my super longggggggg entries... at least for the moment...

ok... things happened between S and i... when i tot we were almost endin, i cried... i cldnt help but cry cos whenever i start a date or r/s i nv expect an end to come... though its only a date.. but come on... dating to me is a progress towards r/s... efforts n heart was put into it alrite... im serious even though its only dating...

of cos everybody except S knew tt i weeped... i dun wanna let him see me weakenin.. at least for now... i dun wanna him to feel stressed becos of my emotions... i dun wanna make him feel bad/guilty... to tink tt i can hold back my tears when he suddenly called... well.. mins b4 he called i was still tearing bitterly n i forced myself to stop while answering his call... alrite... one of my resolution tis yr is to stop being a crybaby so i started... at least in front my someone dear to me... (sry frens... guessed u still have to 'endure' my tears for the time being)

ok... i know im famous for my sharp mouth... but i wasnt really using very sharp words on S... still, i made him cry yesterday too... sorry dear... i din expect tt to happen... u must have suffered.. guessed probably u urself is unsure if u r prepared for dating/ r/s... so u r like kinda stressed...

yes... r/s means ur life wld no longer revolve ard u but also another person... thr r some changes u have to made to ur lifestyle n habits... n ya... probably u r not prepared for it... cos u enjoy ur freedom more than anything else... oh well... my decision will depends on u whether u r willin to accept the changes else it might be difficult for the both of us... it doesnt matter if u r adapting SLOWLY but its more bout whether u r WILLING to adapt... tt will depends on u... Sunday will be the day... (gosh, im sayin a little too much when he doesnt even noes my blog)

but will i survive thru tis time?? i hope i wld...

another entry comin up...

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bloggie....................

bloggie... i have a lot to say..... but i cant really put them down in words..... in a state of confusion...

things wld only work out if both parties r tryin... but r u willin or rather ready to try??

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its time??

bloggie its time to throw everything on the table before we progress or sink deeper... always wanted to do tis.. but time, ambience and everything just doesnt seems rite... hopefully it wld be for today... let's hope...

i can sense attachment coming soon... but thr r so much stuff tt i tink its unsettled... i wanna clear things up before anything happens... i wld rather suffer now then later... will things turn up worse? i have no idea... but i HAVE to do it... *whins*

will i or rather we survive thru? i have no idea...

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-_-

ok bloggie... im a little unhappy... i dun even noe how to express my current tots into words now..... thr's a little disappointment... a little fear... a fear tt history might just repeat again... izzit me or izzit the partners ive chosen? anyone enlighten me pls??

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touching story....

bloggie, ive just finished a story called lan yu... took me bout 1-2hrs to finish tis 31chapters worth of story... was almost touched to tears while i was halfway thru the story... have yet to watch the movie but the story was good enough... it must be hard on him to carry a strong front in front of his loved one when his loved one suggested an end to the r/s... but i tot the ending didnt really hit the climax though...

seriously thinkin if im as strong as him....

if u guys have a chance, do check out the story.. yes its a long n wordy story but its worth...

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LOST: Tamogami Dan

dan im in the search for u... roughly know what's goin on... can u pls show urself soon?? gettin a bit worried....

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morning breakfast

bloggie... almost left tis out... im so enjoying having breakfast with my mum... chit chat over breakfast... hmmm... didnt forsake my sleep for nth tis mornin!! yeah!

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thank you

i thank you for missing me while u r away
i thank you for ur sms-es while u r away
most importantly,
i thank you for remembering the special words tt i wld use all the time..........

(din expect u to pay so much details into me)

yes, i was touched by tis particular msg of urs....

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Flying off...

S has finally made his way to taiwan... gonna be a week's trip... my goodness.. its like so long la... but was glad though... just realized he has updated his profile regardin his status... tot a busy person like him wld nv bother such things la... but he DID!!! hahahaha... yes, no doubt its a small action... but its an action which showed me tt the r/s n i matter to him... n i like tt... la la la...

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updates...

went to the PC show with mike today... to tink tt i actually went to squeeze with pple... all for the sake of mike... well, we ended up buyin.... NOTHING... then went shoppin ard marina sq... ok here's the juicy part... i was shoppin for some berms cos im desperately in need of some new bottoms... so i went into tis shop tt reminds me of 77th st... then came tis sales girl who actively promote their berms n stuff... she's like tryin to psycho me to buy their berms la... talkin non-stop like a spoilt radio...can turn it on, cannot turn it off... then later she was telling me the size i shld choose shld be tis cos it will bring out the look of the berms and then she goes... blah blah blah... alright... in the end... i BOUGHT one from her... NOT becos i was convinced by her but becos i need one... n she was telling me SPECIAL price, special price... in the end?? 39 bucks for a pair of berms... its NOT SPECIAL at all la... -_-''' anyway, gonna boycott tt shop if i ever see tt sales girl again... make a wonderful shoppin trip so stressful...

p/s: if u wanna noe tis shop, message me personally... =P

some other stuff... yes im dating... let's name tis person S... a very sweet person... well guess he's not gonna see tis but still... its really nice to see how pple put in effort just for u... really nice to see S started to reply messages... at a faster rate ... hahhaha... n his afternoon msges though its simple n sometimes "nonsensical" but its sweet n i like it... whahahahah... yeap i have to admit we r progressin at a pretty slow rate... but i see no point in rushin n ended up with nth again... so ya... let's see how it goes... meanwhile, im enjoying tis... la la la... hahhaha.. d(^_^)b

oh btw... bloggie, im wonderin... y izzit hyundai getz all e time??

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i have some problems with some doctors...

ok im down with fever once again... took half a day to see a doc near my place yesterday.. im so gonna condem tt place... it took the doc more than half an hour to see a patient n the nurses din even have e courtesy to inform the rest of the patients tt they have to wait... n im runnin a freakin high fever mind u... btw, thr was another gal who was as sick as i and she seems like those kind who wld collapse anytime la... then it was 15min before 12pm and someone came to register and guess wad the nurse told her?? "next time pls come half n hour earlier..." i was like #^%&)()_()_*%^ OEI u r doin biz here and on medical service how cld u ever say tt to a patient who is in need of medical treatment?? just becos u wanted to get ur rest earlier tt's ur own problem.. u shld have expected these when u step into tis field...

went to the doc and he gave me a day's mc... tt's fine... i told him to write me a recipt as well but he FORGOT!! i dun see why thr r 3 nurses available n yet the dispensary sector is still so slow... when patient number 52 got her medications, paitent no 58 has already seen the doc.. surely u dun need tt long rite?? if u were to explain to me tt diff nurses have diff role, i wld ask in return... u mean ur stupid paper work is more impt than the welfare of the sickly patients?? dun give me crap... pls take note tt the weather aint gd recently... patients come to see u not to keng mc or wadsoever... its becos they r genuine sick.. maybe not all but majority.. pls pay a bit more attention to ur customer service ESP when u r a PRIVATE clinic...

n i spent an hr in the stupid clinic while running high fever..

well... i went to see my family doc in e evenin when my dad's back cos my fever went up to 39.4 n the doc's medication doesnt seems to work... n my family doc was surprised tt he gave me a very light dosage for my fever and a day's mc when im weak enough to be entitled 2.. take goodness he gave me two cos im still sufferin today...

moral of the story: pls do not anyhow see a doc when the doc doesnt noe ur body well enough and when u dunno how 'well' their service cld be...

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Music Cafe

bloggie, just found a great place to hang out!!! its a music cafe!! its those whrby u have live music... hmm.. sth like a guitarist, vocalist and a keyboard player... u can dedicate the songs tt u wan n they will try to present them to u... after which u can also choose to go up stage to sing the songs u wan, with their music compliments... isnt tt cool?? i tot the only drawback is tt they lack chairs with backrest for lazy pple like me... =X

i went with donovan and stayed thr like from 8 to one plus in the morning?? hahahha.. n guess wad?? one of my classmate is working thr and i've met another at the cafe too... oh.. its just so coincidental.. lolx... now i have one relaxing to hang out apart from my beloved ECP... hahahhaha.. but tis kinda places is definitely not for pple like mike cos he just cant sit down for more than half an hour doin nth... hahahhaha.. price wise might be a little steep but for the ambience n all... its worthwhile...

here's some pics of tt cafe...














isnt tis a nice little place??
yes, u have to agree with me... =)








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wow...

hmmm... ok sth interestin today... i saw a grp of my ex schmates in town today... well was a little glad... glad not becos i've met them cos i dunno most of them.. even if i noe them... we r just merely 'hi n bye' acquaintances... but i was glad becos tis ex-classmate of mine has changed significantly.. in my sec sch, though he is a nice guy but he belongs to those nerdy nerdy, not much confidence kinda person.. but now i see someone who looks so much presentable in person.. and of cos, with much confidence... though we dun talk n stuff... but somehow my heart just felt happy for him.. hahhaha... its a nice feelin to see pple r much better off then in e past.. esp when tt person deserves it..

okok... bloggie u must be thinkin tt im crappin again...

tt's all for today... =)

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CONTROL
ok... tis post was supposed to be done 2-3 weeks ago... but i was either too busy or too lazy... dan finally went off... thr goes someone whom i can crap about or hold my "mini-concert" for...
so glad tt things didnt get too emotional tt day...

i like to be control of my life... at tis moment, in my dictionary here r certain things tt r beyond my control.. they are as follows:
1. health and physical status
2.human relations/ emotions

alrite... then someone came telling me... how can one control the way a r/s goes?? it appears tt i tryin to be in control of how i wan my r/s to go... come to tink of it, probably he's rite... somehow or rather i might be plannin too far ahead on how a 'perfect' r/s shld be like... things like characters n other stuff did seems to be a hindrance to my progress in r/s.. im tryin and still tryin to change my perceptions bout my choice of a partner.. let's hope it will change for the BETTER...

tt's all for today... im so tired...
nite bloggie...

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too late??

bloggie... after so long, realised tt maybe im really too slow too late... hai... wad to do... =(

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I'm sick...

alrite bloggie... im once again down with sickness... dunno if its due wad has happened over e past week... running high fever of 38.5 degrees... aint nice when running high fever.. my body aches, accompanied by sore throat...

oh well.. at least ive gotten myself a few days rest to recuperate mentally n physically...

tt's all for now...

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just a little story...

bloggie.....

S was waiting for O to be back all these while... though S refused to admit but he cant deny tt O wld appear in his mind every now n then while O was away... S had many movies tt he very much wanted to watch... however he did not cos he very much wanted to share those movies with O when he's back... S gotten himself some restaurant vouchers somewhr somehow... he cld use it anytime with anyone... but he decided to use it when O's back...

Now O's back.. there were so much S wanted to catch up with him... but things doesnt seems rite... something was wrong n things doesnt seems to be in place... it was then tt S realized tt O seems to have found his ideal partner... goin on very smoothly...

shld S be happy for him?? afterall, O has finally got onto the correct track... probably found a rite person after so long.. he seems happy, occupied...

but S is the least happy at all.. things started to go way wrong from wad he expect... seems like things were goin too fast for him to even accept... seems like the debit card S applied for was uncalled for... S wasnt sure of his feelings towards O, he dunno if he has fallen for O...but one thing he's very sure of... he's aint feeling gd at all...


p/s:
pls feel free to leave any comments...

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simple entry
bloggieeeeeeee.... okok... long time no post...
a simple entry today...

-found a pencil case ive been usin since sec 2 all the way to jc... still find it nice... its Billabong alrite?? not those cheapo cheapo type...
-alrite.. paid for the car damages which ive caused some time back.. rather than feeling bad bout it, might as well be responsible for wad ive done rite??
-work load?? have been increasin all these while... tired, shag etc... but still surviving
-driving is fun, convenient except for parkin n e parking fees
-have a lot more stuff to update but they're nowhere to be found in my mind rite now... some other time alright??
-BYEEEEEEEE

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Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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Discipline

alright... found tis damm inspiring... so must make an entry specially for this phrase to remind myself as well as u guys... alright... tis shows how bored i m at home... -_-''

"...i said: "i lack discipline. i need to be more disciplined in order to achieve my goals." he said: "Discipline is never forgetting what you want. remember that."...."


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Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try tis @ http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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so terrible...

hey bloggie... down with chicken pox is so terrible....i cldnt sleep the whole nite... how come tis time round my chicken pox is unlike the first one?? i look terrible, feeling damm itchy... with on n off fever tt in turn causes my bones to ache... im feeling soooooooooo terrible..... arghhh..... itchy itchy itchy... plus so many 'pox' just keep poppin out onto my face... i look horrible... sob sob sob...

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Chicken Pox!!!

i just went to my family doctor... n yes... as the title suggests... im down with chicken pox... guess wad?? its my second time infected with chicken pox!!! >_<

it must come today when i have so many programmes tml la... if only it comes on monday.. i must crazy... as though i can decide when it shld come like tt... =(

now i gotta give up all my programmes for the weekend.. its gonna be such a happenin weekend la... sob sob sob... >_<

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Happy Chinese New Year!

happy chinese new year dudes!!! sorry for such a late entry... was away at genting during cny, came back n was doin some visiting... next i fell sick... when even im doin up tis entry, i cld still feel the 'hotness' ard my forehead... well.. the trip to genting was quite fruitful... bought a couple of stuff back... hmmm... lets see...

my shopping:
1. polo tee (FOS) $39.90
2. bum equipment shirt (BUM City) $39.90
3. mesh cap ( BUM City) $35.00
4.necklace (BUM City) $19.90
5. wallet (BUM City) $72.90
6. cargo pants (unknown) $89

total: $296.60

yeap yeap... eh eh... these figures r in ringgits so stay calm alright.... lolx... genting nv fails to be my shoppin paradise... oh well... lolx... n yes... BUM City appears to be my favourite spot... guessed my aunt n i been there for like at least 5 times during our 3D2N stay... kekeke...

hey dun tink ive bought expensive stuff alright.. these r either bout the same price in sg or they r relatively cheaper than those in sg... so ya... ive gave up some stuff tt i felt its kinda ex alright...like tt cargo pants for instance, i tink jean pierre sells them at over S$80... n i got them like S$45?? oh... wad an achievement!!! wahahha... ok.. i shall stop justify myself just in case pple like 'bloggie' starts to 'suan' me again...

new resolution:
-be more mature
-approachable
-cry no more (yes i tear easily)

yeap... tt's bout it... oh i also wanna a more satisfactory life...

*it aint to late to set my new yr resolution rite?? hee..

the fever is killing me... my bones r aching!!!!!

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What my birthday means??

got tis frm jerald's blog... sorry for not informin u jerald.. =X

hmmm... let's see...

Your Birthdate: October 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My first time...

bloggie.. today i've gave my first time... the first time i buang while driving...

drove my aunt's car out yesterday to do last min cny shoppin... after which met up with alvin n went to NTU for a visit... tis incident happened today when im supposed to return the car... i was too focused with the car that was intendin to turn out to the main road tt i fail to realize the lorry in front was stoppin to turn into the small road... n there i went... buang.... hit on! nv underestimate a small little knock on another car... i tot it was just a slight scratch or sth... who noes... it was a crack on the headlight and the bonnet was dented... omg!!! i was totally speechless...

things tt came into my mind:
1. dunno how to break the news
2.guilty becos my aunt trust me COMPLETELY with her car
3.heard tt repair works will cost quite a sum
4.disappointed in myself... its not even 2 weeks after i got my license n buang i went.. how much more careless can i get??

my aunt was taking it easy n said that its a learnin experience for me... e more she thinks nth bout it, the more bad i felt... my day was completely ruin today...

how cld i be so careless keepin so close to the lorry n yet focus on other car.. a very expensive lesson today...

reversible---signing off @ im very sorry.

update update update...

alright... some updates after me getting my license...


thurs:
-wanted to try parking in the carpark.
-dad TAGGED along.
-made me drove ard the carpark n nagged all the way.
-low morale
-end result: didnt managed to learn anything cos dad just have no confidence in me.
-dad warned me not to drive without anyone guiding esp on sat(whereby ive intended to drive down town)
-midnight: sneaked outta the hse n try the parkin on my own. shhhhhhhhhh.

fri:
-drove to work with dad's 'supervision'
-he made me feel like a student back in BBDC
-sneaked out n try parkin again after midnight.
-but have to keep using the same slot or dad will suspect.
-end result: forgot to adjust the seat n mirrors----> how careless can i get???!!!!

sat (my FIRST TIME ):
-aunt was sick so she cant guide me to drive.
-BUT..................
-nonetheless, she allowed me to drive on MY OWN for the very first time!!!!!
-so glad tt she trusted me wholeheartedly...
-alright.. sent grandma to get some bakin stuff.
-went to pick karl n dan up.
-missed raffles city taxi stand TWICE and i have to make a big round TWICE!
-so damm cool... im drivin down town without any supervision!!!
-alright.. went chinatown eat, walk walk, visited a club for awhile
-headed Mount Faber..
-accidently entered a carpark by mistake there n guess wad we've discovered??
-somebody was having some hanky panky business in their car (i apologized for interruptin) lolx
-went to a prata shop near NUS to have supper
-headed home after tat.


here's some photos taken on sat...






tat's me, the DRIVER!!!
im so damm excited la... woohooo!!!

















supper time!! here's dan n karl















alright... me, karl n dan in the car after supper... erm... i tink its almost four a.m. in the mornin.. lolx...




















here's a clearer pic...

say cheese...

here's dan n me!

reversible---signing off feelin excited.

Yes! I've passed my driving test...

bloggie... yes... i've did it... today marks the first day of me being a qualified driver on road...

went on off today... guess wad?? the stress was there since last nite after my last lesson... tried to get ample rest n wanted to wake up as late as possible... but oh well... like when im having exams in sch... my biological clock woke me up at 8 plus... n i had interrupted sleep after which... sth interestin... by 12plus i cld feel my heart beating so hard tt its almost poppin out... well.. the silly me started to read my pulse n guess wad.. my heartbeat went up to 101/min... izzit normal??

went to took my driving test today... was almost late for my warm up at 3.35pm... i reached there bout 3.30 but the instructor said i was almost the last few... others have started long ago... i almosted fainted.. nonetheless i started with my warm up n was given advice on certain issues... well.. of which was the potrayal of 'image'... oh so biz-liked...

just when i finished my warm up, parkin my test car.. it started downpour... i was like... wad the heck...my test happens to falls on a heavier traffic slot.. n then it rained... the rain continued thruout my test but thank goodness, everything went smoothly... at the end of the day, ive got 6 demerit points... n there i was... leaving BBDC with a qualified driver status.. kinda glad tt i cld pass on my first attempt... if not got to spend more time, effort n money...

oh well.. my stress n worries aint uncalled for... though my parents didnt say much but they were placing very high hopes on me... ever since dunno when... when i told my mum bout it, the next thing i noe... i received sms from my aunt congratulating me already... n she was telling me how happy my mum was... when i got home i tink everyone noes bout it already... well bloggie... u see.. though she didnt say much but i noe they r waiting for good results.. i dun wanna disappoint them n i dun wanna disappoint myself either... so ya.. tt's where the stress came from...

one issue down... much relieved n there goes another burden...

reversible---signing off as a qualified driver as from today.

first update in the new year...

time for some updates in this new yr... sorry dudes... wasnt really feeling good over the past few days... so ya... my 'black face' cld be seen all ard...

oh btw... its not over yet... dun ask me y cos i dun wish to comment... im just so disgusted by myself... if only ive listen to advices... if i didnt insisted on my own way... probably things wld have turn out better... i always believe tis phrase "u'll nv know until u try..." but tt's the price i have to pay for tis time round.... so did i make a mistake by trying??

i tink im gonna explode any moment so ya....

i need to go shoppin... i need it badly... there's nth much tt im lacked of... but i just wanna get some freaking stuff to pamper myself in tis new yr... havent really got sth nice for myself for a long long time!!!!

To tt jacket: u better dun appear in front of me again or u will be mine in no time...

well... soon it will mark a yr of my singlehood... ya... after much 'tryin' again... ive fell hard... though i have experienced sth much worse a few yr back... but tis kinda torture aint a nice experience for just anyone...

i miss being pampered, i miss being in a r/s... but then again... there r so many implications engagin in one tt draws me back... bloggie, do u understand wad im trying to say??

alright... updates for tis coming week.. im goin over to a completely new environment with new working system, new colleagues... wad's more?? im headin there ALONE until the next upcoming week before my grp of pple joins me... got a test comin up as well... dun remind me of the test... have confidence?? my ans: NO!!

i need shoppin !!! tis coming saturday shall be the day...

reversible---signin off @ not feelin gd these days...

Merry Christmas...
merry merry x'mas bloggie..... how's everybody's christmas?? hope they had a joyful one....as for me.... i had a peaceful one... a peaceful n silent one... probably the most suitable x'mas carol at tis moment wld be 'silent nite'..... lolx

x'mas hasnt been good for me over the past few yrs.... goes the same for tis yr.... hangin on... im hangin on as usual...

x'mas is a day which ive been anticipating for... but it always turn out to be sth i rather do without... i always wanted a joyous celebration with frens n loved one... singing x'mas carols, havin x'mas dinner, xchangin presents presents n presents.... but all these seems like a dream nowadays... like a dream tt is so far-fetched.....

hmmm.. let's see... wad our little reversible had for christmas... hmm... well.... i tink... he's got a nice modern cd rack from his office x'mas party.... next, a gift from jerald tt has yet to be collected... (thanks jerald... it was really nice of u n i have urs waiting for u too...)... let's see... wad else we have for our reversible... hmmm... tt's all... reversible was hopin for more... but even his aunt has left him out... probably becos he's already grown up so x'mas present is like no longer necessary?? bloggie.. wad else can i say??

so much so for x'mas... someone also told me str at my face tt i had a mercenary scheme for being with someone.... ya.... someone whom ive spent effort n time on...sincerity n heart.... i was labelled as 'being worse than a callboy'.... n my '2hrs spent waitin for someone is worth for gettin a rich partner in return....' aint tt sounds cheap?? yea... tt's wad reversible got for x'mas.... sorry but i dun wish to comment anymore...

yes.. as im writing thru tis entry my heart aches.... wad happened to the joyful x'mas celebrations with tons n tons of presents tt i used to have when i was a kid?? why did a peacful x'mas turned out to be like tis??

reversible---signing off @ given up hopes for a nice x'mas...

" if u make a trip ard Singapore town... "

bloggie oh bloggie... went town yesterday... watched king kong... not a bad movie but its 3 hrs long... quite an interesting plot though... at least sth new... includes romance, thrilling, touching blah blah blah... alright... im not an expert at commenting movies... so ya... lolx..

went shoppin after tt... remember the other time when i mentioned bout the shoppin vouchers?? yeap yeap.. spent it on a fossil watch... after shortlisting a few with eric n mike, finally decided on one... here's the pic...



how is it??

dan said it was retro---> i fainted...

mum said the strap aint good---> i dun really bother until its worn out

bro said it suits him more---> i punched him.. lolx.. kiddin


apart from the watch, we also get to choose its metal casing.. accordin to the sales assistant, pple specially bought another watch JUST for its casing... isnt tis ridiculous.. well... pple got nth else better to buy u see... =P

oh well.. we also get to choose the paper bag... dot dot dot... oh yes if u cant tell, ive got a green one... hahahahah

i begin to wonder... izzit becos its TANGS or Fossil service was meant to be like tis.. nvm... ive got wad i want n tt's wad matters.. yeah!

priced at $155/- but of cos.. thanks to the shoppin vouchers i paid only a token sum of.................... 5bucks!!! *blink blink blink*




went for photo taking sessions... alright here's one taken outside paragon... we've used 3 phones Nokia 7610,Sony Ericson w800i and Panasonic V3 ( non of these belongs to me alright??) to test out the qualties of each cam phone n tis was one of the samples

three handsome dudes?? oh pukes... wahahahahha

reversible---signing off.

a long weekend...
hmm... had quite a very very long weekend... went shoppin ard sg... alright... where else?? town lor... lolx... went see see look look... gotta plan wad to buy for cny etc... im not kiasu alright... its just tt since now i have the time might as well go look ard n buy if possible rather than waiting for jan when everyone is rushin to buy cny stuff.. some clothes did grasp my attention... but have yet to try them on... still thinkin of how to mix n match them before getting them...

shoes shoes shoes... one of the most headache item... not tt i cldnt find any... its just tt ive found too many... but i only had the intention of gettin one.. wanna noe y?? plus read my previous postings...lolx...

wanna get a watch using my b'day present aka shoppin vouchers... went ard shoppin for fcuk g-star ck or whatever branded clothes... usually when i intend to spend a bomb on clothes i will buy some special, unique or much classy clothes so tt its worth.. but usually i ended up chuckin them in my wardrobe cos i seldom had a chance to wear them... buying t-shirts?? my t-shirts r seasonal based... they will only be with me for awhile... so i guess i better restrain myself tis time round... remember ur pants u bough for tis new yr?? u have yet to wear them more than 10 times i tink!! so investing in a watch is much worth!!

oh btw... i tink i still have like 10 pieces of new clothes n pants which ive yet to wear... =X i didnt buy them all !! some were from mid-yr sales while some were gifts from my friends... not tt i dun wanna wear but its just tt they r new so i wanna wait till a suitable occasion to wear.. but i guess until now... there's none! lolx

im not a spendthrift... i repeat im not a spendthrift alright!!!

reversible---signing off.

updates
yoohooooo..... time for some updates... actually clearing my leave n offs these few weeks... so had quite some time for myself... went window shoppin... nth interests me except a pair of shorts n jacket... x'mas coming... uhm uhm... u noe who u r n wad i mean... =P

nox's 3 mths old tis week... soon will be sendin him for vaccines... he's doin fine n im teachin him some tricks rite now... lolx...

i tink i noe who's tt bloggie who is so secretive visitin my blog n leaving comments n yet dun wanna reveal himself... most likely to be him... hahahaha...

reversible---signin off.

feelings...

bloggie... im feelin so demoralised rite now... the tot of the next day just make me so sick... my heart aches... yes it aches.. probably the first time i felt tis way with issues not relating to r/s... im beginnin to self-pity myself... n of cos a few others... y r we gettin such treatment?? y r we being manipulated?? shld seek help?? from who?? pple r just using underhands to help each other.. connections is the key word...

need a shoulder to lean on? yes i do...

need a listening ear?? i have plenty...

but the problem is... there's no shoulder for me to lean on bloggie... no more..

plenty of listenin ears there r... but these r just some boring stuff tt probably apart frm me, everyone else wld be bored by them... y waste pple's time n tellin them stuff which probably they dun understand??

alright... yet another grumbling session of mine... i'll be fine... nite!

reversible---signing off @ nothing is fair in this world.

THE 3 SOULS...

3 souls sleepin in a small room
pple said tt they're one family
the 3 souls wanted to return home on the dot, they were asked to wait for the rest
pple there said it was morale issue

they said tt they lack manpower
3 souls were sent to assist them
the 3 souls work while some of the pple slack
insufficient manpower but yet they permit such attitude

there were sufficient time but pple didnt want to start work
just b4 the impt day, pple start to rush
ot ot n ot
they have sufficient pple but they still kept the 3 souls back
left the 3 souls n a few hardworking fellows working while they carried on with their chattings

everything was finally over they all were entitled the rest of the day off
however it doesnt apply to the 3 souls
they had to stay, they had to finish their own assigned stuff

tot they said they were one family
tot they talked bout morale issue
what happened??
looking at the 3 pathetic souls, my heart teared...

reversible---siging off.

Today's lessons...

today's lesson is abt mobile phone... as the word mobile refers to "on the move", mobile phone wld equate to a phone tt is always "on the move" n always accessible... but i dun understand y some pple, despite having a mobile phone, they r still inaccessible.... then wad's the pt of having a mobile phone??

another impt lesson today is responsibility... gave ur word, make sure u do it... if u r not confident of doin, pls let pple noe in advance... giving ur word but unable to fulfill it is simply just too irresponsible.. i hate n i repeat myself again, i HATE tis kinda behaviour... besides.. tis is usually the reason accountin for the arguements in my past r/s... if u cant do it or cant promise.. then dun promise... or let them noe tt u r not confident of fulfillin ur promise... dun bring up pple's hope n push them down to the drain... it brings pple disappointment n anyone definitely doesnt deserves tis kinda treatment...

lesson's over!

reversible---signing off as teacher today.

Updates
long time no see... time for updates... hmmm... yup... my doggy is finally back... apart frm some problems which i have yet to solve, he's quite settled down... didnt create much major problems.. really thankful for tt... 2 weeks passed n he's doin quite alright...

well... if u noticed, some postings have been removed... some reasons attributing to tt but i see no reasons to put these reasons up... anyway... have been knowing quite a few nice pple... but somehow or rather im too tired to proceed further... izzit really becos im too tired after so much esp what has been over the past few mths?? or the rite one has yet to appear?? or izzit becos im gettin cold feet?? im really unsure bout it myself...but i guess i will just leave it as it is... whatever will be, will be...

wanted to say more... but the tots r just flying round n round my head tt i dun even noe where to start... another day then.. nite bloggie!

reversible---signing off.

171005 my Yorkie Yorkie...

171005... finally bought my pup... a yorkshire terrier... guess wad? i bought it together with a petshop owner who happens to be an accquaintance of mine... so now at least my little pup will be able to meet up with his sis occasionally... left my pup with the petshop owner for the time being while its waiting to be taken for his first vaccine with his sis tml... meanwhile.. have been busy thinkin of a name for tis little fellow... any suggestions pls let me noe ya... lolx... hopefully can upload his photo soon...

reversible---signing off.

Special Thanks...
special thanks to dom n dan who made effort to celebrate my b'day with me... esp dom who was sick n still drag himself out... really appreciate both ur efforts... though the b'day cake seems a bit not very de well planned...kekeke... went ktv yesterday... had received quite a lot of greetings n wishes frm my family n frens all over... thanks guys... really appreciate u guys for remembering my b'day... lolx... to eric n mike... no worries.. though a lot of stuff has happened btw us... but ive always regard u guys as my very gd frens... no change at all... kekeke... tt's all for today ba... oh ya... seems like my job is getting tougher each day... nonetheless, I WILL SURVIVE!! hee...

reversible---signing off.

My Proud Collection




hahahah... here's my proud collection of 14 pairs of shoes n slippers... kekeke... but gotta clear some of them soon.. izizt consider a lot?? hmm.. was still getting a few more pairs.. but better wait till im enterin uni first... hahahaha..

reversible---signing off.

HO HO HO...
bloggie... just came back frm driving... guess wad.. today's performance is damm good... hahaha... did my 'S' course n 'Crank' course pretty well so the instructor let me carry on with the next lesson... which happens to be directional change... hahaha... i tink im gettin more n more arrogant... started to speed in circuit etc... n the instructor told me not to be too over confident... hahaha... anyway.. tis instructor is not frm my grp but dunno y i was assigned to him... he's a gd instructor in the sense tt he teach based on ur ability... let u go on ur own n correct u only when u make mistakes.. n he left me with a damm great feeling after lesson... overall... tis is the BEST lesson i ever had.. fulfillment, satisfaction n results... hohoho... tt's all for today... nite!

reversible---signing off... ho ho ho...

a different kind of shopping...
phew... bloggie... have been visitin pet shops one after another... online searching for related websites, one after another... nv been to so many pet shops within a week... see until im fainting.. hahaha... went holland v yesterday.. but didnt managed to find any yorkie... at most a silky terrier... still gonna continue my search.. hope i dun have to make a journey to the east... lolx.. tt's all... oh... jerald is coming back in less than 12 hrs time though.. hahaha... wonder how is his trip tis time though...

reversible---signing off.

long time no blog... lolx

hmm.. bloggie... didnt blog for a real long period of time... been quite occupied recently... lolx... was thinking of getting a pup... so have been doin some research online n thru books... so guys, if u see me online but didnt talk much pls understand... cos ive been busily "glueing" my eyes on the various dogs websites.. lolx..

but i have another worry goin ard in my mind... tt's to convince my parents... just brought up tis issue today... n my mum gave me a firm NO.... hai... just knew it... but she always object to the stuff i bought... even to things like shoes, watches, clothes... etc... so at times i just buy it back n she cant do much... but my mum really noes me well.. she noes exactly wad i was thinking... kinda happy to see tis... she told me not to get the dog on my own... n.. tt was exactly wad i was thinking to do... lolx...

though kinda troubled by tis... but also quite amused by my mum regardin her reasons for rejecting my idea.. just tt these cant be put into words... so will i get a pup or not?? hmmm.. let me think think first... at least ive sth on keep my mind occupied rite now... lolx... plus... the breed i wanna get.. yorkshire terrier.. seems very rare in sg... so let's wait till i can find one then i will give my FINAL ANSWER.... hee...

jearld is coming real soon...hmmm... guess he must have missed sg real much... probably will meet him next week too... lolx...

tt's all for today...

reversible---siginin off.

NUS... cldnt wait to get there...lolx...

hmm.. its a long time since i last made an entry... had quite a busy week last week though... but guess now its back to low period once again... yup yup... went nus yesterday... visited one of the hostels... quite a very nice n happening place... its quite diff from wad i had in mind.. of cos it was better la... lolx... hmmm... cldnt wait to continue my studies n shift there too... lalala... wonder how is it like to stay alone n independent from home...

hmmm... actually there were a couple of things which i wanted to blog abt... but somehow or rather i guess i had put them at the back of my mind till now i cldnt find them back.. hahaha ... oh btw... was at gym tis afternoon... saw tis pair of nike sneakers tis guy was wearin... i was so captivated by it... uh uh... no no... reversible.. u have too many pairs of shoes n stop addin to tt collection of urs!!! hahahah

really couldnt remember wad i wanna mention over here... next time ba...

two weeks have past.. jerald u have two more weeks to go... hang on there... lolx...

reversible---signing off.

friend or FOOL??

defination of frens?? hmmm.. i tot frens will be there when u need them... ha... ive met someone with a diff defination... i have no intention of picking up a quarrel... but need to get it off my chest... hmmm... i dun see y when one's feeling down, one fren can just refuses to talk to u when u need them...n u were talking bout frens?? being frens to such an extent dun u tink its just so meaningless... wad's the pt then?? come online n chat?? wad if... wad if.. it happened to be an urgent call n with regards to life n death matter?? will u be guilty for the REST OF UR LIFE... or probably it wld be thrown to the back to ur mind in split seconds??

"l dun think u'll ever see someone else trying to salvage a frenship with his ex like l'm doin now"

now u r telling ur ex tt u see no pt bearin grudges n wanna be frens... is tt how u gonna treat him as well?? or its just me who receives tis kinda treatment?? im so disappointed in u... nv had i experience such an encounter... touch ur heart n search ur conscience... frens?? or fool?? i really wonder... i start to see myself as a fool... i begin to have doubts in u... im swayin over to ur ex's side... y did he choose to break up with u?? y?? was it really his fault?? or there were hidden reasons... ive heard enough of ur actions outside... but i choose to believe u... did i make a wrong choice?? being frens to tis extent can it be still considered frens?? i really wonder... after so much ive done we ended up as frens but up till tis pt... i dun see the sincerity in u... sad to say i really dun... touch ur heart n asked urself again... do u really treat me as a fren in the first place.. if u do how come ur actions says otherwise?? is tt how u treat ur fren?? even 'sir' is willin to lend a listenin ear but u... im just so disappointed

n im kinda disgusted by ur last entry... im sorry bout tt.. i just cldnt help.. from ur blog it seems to pple tt u r the nice person who has been hurt... u seems like the nice person wanting to make frens... but ur actions really really cant convinced me.. in actual fact do the pple noes wad kinda person u r?? how u actually treat pple?? i just couldnt convinced myself... r u just puttin up a show to show pple how nice u r??? if u r really trying to make frens with ur ex then how come u treat ur own frens like tis?? or probably u have ur own reasons?? i seriously dunno...

im just so utterly disappointed in u... if fact i seriously tink tt u dun act like ur age at all... n i mean AT ALL... yes... im gettin upset... i cldnt less be bothered bout ur feelings when u r readin tis... if u bother... pls do some SELF-REFLECTIONS regarding ur actions n urself... it just saddens me... it has been a long time since i last put such a long entry so u shld noe how much it affected me...

reversible---signing off UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED...

SUPER... SUPERSTAR

just finished the grand finale of superstar... missed it the other time cos of driving lessons... well... overall was not too bad... just tt the advertisements are kinda disturbing... if only they have the concert non-stop w/o any intervals...

there were many comments bout wei lian winning the title of SUPERSTAR... i guess its inevitable given tt the comments given by the judges were all in favour of kelly while the results turn out to b otherwise... in my opinion i wasnt very happy bout tt as well... my support goes out to kelly... it all depends on how one define superstar... for me.. a superstar would be one who can presents himself... he must be an all-rounder.. can sing can dance can presents in terms of expressing himself.. physically n vocally... between the two... kelly wld fit the bill...

im not saying wei lian cant... but i guess it takes more effort to become one... n it wld require a lot n i mean real hard work to achieve tt... n it wld be quite diff for him to rise in the competitive mkt... well... hope im wrong.. in any case.. wish both of them all the best in their future singing career...

P/S: these r my personal opinion n i have nth against any of them... just my preferences... so pls do not bombard me with any comments...

reversible---signing off.

some stuff...

jerald rang me up on wed.. haha... was kinda surprised though... really nice of him to call... but didnt chat much cos of the bills... if only overseas bill charges the same as local bill... lolx... well...guess it will be a while b4 i will see u again... u have bout 3 weeks +++ to go... endure ya.. hope to see u soon... =)

asked for Butch back from jim yesterday... since it means nth to jim... might as well asked it back from jim cos i tink i need him more than jim rite now... sorry jim...

some tots just suddenly came into my mind these days... outta nowhere... really outta nowhere.. i wonder y... did affected me in one way or another but guess im still coping fine though... yes... reversible.. u'll be fine...

reversible---signing off.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
specially took off to visit my sec sch teachers today... sch didnt really change much but ive realized tt some teachers have aged...

hmm... in the past when i returned... we seems to be their only graduated students... but right now seeing so many other younger graduated batch of students made me realize tt actually we r really quite senior in another words... old... lolx...

anyway one of my teacher was telling me tt i look more mature... i was like -_-'''... i always tot tt i look young for my age but now she's telling me otherwise... n she's one of those whom i meet frequently.. so i must have aged quite a lot these mths... lolx... perhaps too tired n tied down by other issues over the past few mths... but nvm... things r getting better...

to all teachers out there.. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

reversible---signing off.