Family day??
hmm... today's my uncle's b'day... went over to my grandma's place for dinner n a small celebration... my poor cousin was waiting for me to join her for her meal tt she fell asleep on the sofa... poor girl... didnt tell me or i'll hurried there ma... tis little cousin of mine is so silly... saw my uncle... m glad tt he's takin things easy... saw his smile n his usual nonsense... at least i feel better seein him like tis... met my grandma n saw how she aged... dunno y... perhaps she had been busy... her hair has turned grey... n she didnt dye it... perhaps she really aged... but still as caring n concern... always getting food for us... offering us food after food... lolx... had some fun n laughter over there.. my bro n cousin always fight n bicker ard... its such an entertainment for me... lolx... oops... but as usual... after losing the fight... my little cousin will come to me grumbling... hahaha... silly girl... she even once said tt she's gonna marry me when she grow up.... whahaha... does she knows what she's sayin??

some unexpected stuff happened today... but i shall keep it to myself for the moment... hee...

reversible---signing off.

Loving the beach at nite!!!!
was home alone today... nobody's at home by the time i woke up... hmmm... its a long long time since i had the whole house to myself... did some cookin today... maggi mee... lolx... n a cup of ribena... its only for myself to eat so y bother to cook up some dishes just for myself rite?? i enjoy maggi mee anyway... yup yup... then watch a bit of tv... kinda peaceful n slack... tt the kind of simple peaceful life tt i want... it would be better if my loved one is here with me of cos...

in the evening... make a trip down to ECP... (east coast park)... kinda toubled n stuff so wanna go there for a walk or sth... good gracious... the beach is simply too wonderful.. marvellous... superb... i actually wanted to think thru n sort out my tots n worries while in the beach... but tt place was just so relaxing tt it just made me throw all my worries away n just enjoy the beautiful nite scenery... i was amazed by its ability to make me throw everythin behind my back... quite a lot of stars tonight... i mean ive seen more stars then today but probably in sg, tis is the nite where ive seen the most stars hangin in the sky... the nite view was superb... sparklin lights from the opp shore n ships... sea waves gushing up the shore... sea breeze across my face... very coolin very enjoyable... n with my ipod shuffle listening to the music i had... the feeling is... aaahhhhhh... nice nice nice... sat there like for 2.5 hours.. just facin the sea n the opp shore.. didnt even wanna come back until i realize tt it was already 10.30pm... it has always been a dream of mine to go to the beach with my loved one... but seems like im not fated to do tt... nvm... i shall go there myself... just me n my beach... hee... maybe i'll go again tml nite... lolx... no gd shows anyway...


reversible--- signing off... loving the beach at nite...

Pondering...
somehow i dun understand y can pple fool ard when they are already attached?? over the past few mths ive seen how pple can actually betray their partnets behind their back... first it was jayden who two-timed... he can actually pretend nth happen while sleepin n getting together with others behind jer's back...

second is my ex-colleague... tt time actually heard him saying bout goin to some ktv lounge... (not those decent ones alright) n heard him talkin bout what he did with this girl tt girl... n guess what?? i actually saw him with a girl tt week... n... i just found out tt tt girl is his gf... -_-''' come on... if u fool ard when u r single... though im not very supportive bout it but i guess its alright... but u r attached... goodness.. how can u fool ard behind her back?? just imagine if she found out what happen... how u expect her to accept tis?? n what's more?? he's goin batam soon, callin some of us along.. go batam for holiday?? u wish... pple u shld noe wad's his purpose there... somehow i dun understand y pple can behave like this... if u wish to fool ard then dun get urself committin to a r/s... u only harm n ruin another's life... i couldnt imagine if his gf found out wad's goin on... the poor girl... hope i wont get to see her or i wldnt noe how to face her... but of cos... i didnt comment much cos im not very close to him...

third... xavier... ya.. he's my fren.. met him while i was on my way for driving last week... found out he's attached... but guess what he told me next?? he told me tt he found his bf's fren goodlooking n was thinkin of goin after him... i was like.. wad the heck??!!! i told him off... what he's looking for is someone gdlookin.. n just simply jumps from one to another... then wad's the pt?? is tis the purpose of r/s?? no doubt looks might matters... but jumpin from one to another is like... simply too ridiculous... yes u might be gdlookin now n can afford to do tis... but looks doesnt remains like it is forever... heart does... is tt how one shld behave when in r/s?? is tt consider commitment?? i really wonder if these pple noes.. im not an expert when it comes to r/s but at least i noe the basics... probably he has yet to discover tt... have been tellin him umpteen times but guess it just doesnt drive into his head... well... i did my part by telling him bout my opinion... but seems like he doesnt bother at all... i'll respect his decision... afterall.. its his personal life... i have no right to interfere...

reversible---signing off disappointed with these pple...

Kopi boy??
hi bloggie... hmmm... finally got tis neoprint uploaded... have been too lazy to scan it to my com.... lolx... anyway tis is the most recent me... if u guys remember i had a gatherin with my sec sch frens a few weeks ago n here's the evidence... lolx... yeap yeap... tt's me with my singlet for the very first time... bought a couple of them cos the weather was simply too hot not beocs i had biceps or what alright??!!! but... just when ive decided to wear them... the weather started to change... seems like it has been raining these days... lolx... btw do i look like a kopi boy in the coffeeshop?? oh no...

had been knockin off very early over the past few days so i managed to re-watch my fav tv series... "xing suo" by fann n chrsitopher if u guys had any recollection of them... was a present frm these frens of mine... its a romance series... so ya quite nice.. only watched a few episodes though... one of which today was a scene where fann's ex, ix shen regretted breakin up for another girl n came apologizing thru various actions... the sweetest stuff he did was to get an acappella grp to her workplace n sang a song specially composed for her... i was like wow... lolx... simply just so sweet...

i was reading 8-days recently n found out tt chen hong yu... michalle's chia's current bf... actually drove a bmw 3 series... n guess wad?? if im not wrong i tink he's now only doin part time acting... n he drives a bmw??!!! i was like... -_-''' nvm... i'll work my way up to own tt car too... yeap yeap... jia you reversible!! =)

tt's bout it for today... work has been quite gd for me these few days... personal stuff?? hmm... leave it for another day ba... =P

btw sth i came across in tong xin yuan today... goes sth like tis... "like is little love... love is lots of likes"... sound so profound... lolx...

reversible---signing off @ 10.35pm

Specially for my FRIENDS... =)
welcome to this special posting specially posted for a couple of my frens... tis pics includes me n two of my best frens mike n eric.... its a long time n i mean real long time since i last met them...

hey dudes... its really a very long time since ive last seen u guys.. lotsa things happened tis yr... i've broke up, met a crush, had a date... though diff pple but one thing in common... i had no outcome with them... yes... its mentally toturing... n i mean it... though its wasnt as bad as wad i used to go thru when i had probs with jas but all these happened one after another... so im kinda like mentally tired... went mia for a moment... cos i needed some time for myself... my complexion at tt time was getting worse so didnt really wanna go out at e same time... though e situation is improving but i still wanna leave some time for myself at least for now.. do wadever i feel like doin... so give me more time n i'll contact u guys soon alright...

Personal note to:
Eric: u r more understanding n mature in terms of thinking as compared to mike... i noe the 3 of us r getting more distant becos of my absence but i had no choice... i dun wanna u guys to be turned off during our meetings jus becos of my 'moodyness' n depression... i noe u r upset to see me behaving like tis... esp when u cant do anything to make me feel better... but no one can help me except myself... dun worry i'll be back... it took me so far to get to where i m today so i wont fall to the rock bottom like wad happened in jason's case alright?? meanwhile help me to explain to mike alright? he needs pple to explain e situation to him...'

Mike: though have not been in contact with u but i noe wad u've gone thru tis few mths... it had been hard on u.. so sorry i couldnt be there to console u cos i need help myself... e reason y i contact eric but not u its becos im not prepared to talk to u... u cant stand me being so upset n depress n u will end up disagreeing with wad im doin rite now... we'll most prob end up quarrelling due to our character... so i wld rather contact u when im alright... but trust me... i really miss those days where the 3 of us hang out together making a fool out of ourselves... meanwhile u take care alright??

Donaldvan: sorry i dunno if ive got e correct spellin... tink yi xiong suits u more... lolx... u have been a great fren... though u have a weird character when i first met u... im glad tt i was able to break the 'cold ice' in u... haha... u r really some gnice to hang ard... u wldnt probe much if i didnt wanna say anything n u just waste ur time idling with me just to keep me company... really appreciate it... noe u r busy with ur projects recently so jia you alright??

Dan: hihi tamagotchi... thanks for tryin so hard to console me n cheering me up...though u r goin thru hiccups in ur r/s... its gd tt u r working at least ur mind is occupied n wont tink so much ya... hope things will get better as time pass by... but one advice to u... its either u accept him for who he is or u just give up on him... so its up to u to decide.. if not u r only wasting ur time... i noe its easier said than done... so just try ur best ba... hahaha.. isnt it funny... we r both feeling so down n we're both trying so hard to cheer each other up... hahahaha.... thanks man... nice to noe u... (thanks to eric... eric u noe wad i mean... lolx...)

the rest of my frens: im sorry its too long to leave a personal msg to each n everyone of u... but thanks for being there for me all these while... really appreciate all ur efforts to cheer me up... at e same time hope u guys r doin fine... n hope to meet up with u guys to do some catchin up soon ya... =)

reversible--- signing off @9.16pm

Did some catching up with frens today...
hmmm... a rather slack day... guess wad?? i went to my workplace n slept till noon b4 i went for my lunch... cos no one's ard to delegate jobs for us to do so we ended up in the rest room sleeping till it was luch time... after lunch also did nth much... then continue to slack again... met han, wui n sue just now for dinner... did some catchin up... most of them r startin sch soon le... han bought me this "bandana" or some pple call it head dress... nice of her but... erm... can u imagine me with tt?? lolx... well its the tot tt counts... thanks han... she wont be seeing tis blog though... hahaha... really miss those time in jc with them... they've seen me thru e lowest pt of my life n we've been supporting each other in terms of our personal n work life..so ya... really treasure my frenship with them.. three cheers for them ya!!! lolx... kk... i better find some time for my special posting for my friends whom ive neglected these few mths... for those who r regulars here... pls keep a lookout... will try to get it done asap... cya!!

reversible---signing off @9.58pm.

Time to work...
good evening bloggie... went to my uncle's office tis morning at 5 plus... goodness... just came back not too long ago... stayed in office like bout 11.5 hrs... so shack... went to their company for on-site examination... was surprised to find tt the nice office they used to have its no longer there... they have closed one factory n converted it to an office instead cos its much convenient since two factories are in the same building unlike the nice office they used to have, was in the next building... saw how hard my aunty worked... she was clearing up the stores... clearing stuff etc.. cant believe it... wearing heels climbing up n down... i felt so much for her... what happened to the career women she once used to be... ive bought her branded handbags, perfume, etc... she deserves to lead a much better life... but what i used to buy for her seems to be useless now... was so shocked when i found out how much she actually pumped into this company... a complete change in her life... she has turned to an avg class worker sloggin in the factory, company... ive gone thru a day's work at the company n i realize how tiring it can be working for like 12hrs?? really so heartbroken to see her working so hard n so troubled by so much stuff... wanted to help her but i have my limitations... cos they need pple to be ard all the time which i cant... the only thing i can do now is to advice her in terms of management n analysis... will be collecting the data spreadsheet frm her to analyse the company's current situation.... then see what we can do... actually did some analysis today in the office... shldnt be tt bad... as long as we stablise the operation guess things wld be better... i'll try to see how i can help her n bring the company back on track... she dotes so much on me so its only right for me to contribute back in whatever way i can... kk... tt's bout it...

reversible---signing off having so much tots...

Sth interesting bout myself...
hihi bloggie... hmmm... today was quite alright... driving on the road was still ok but still need to prac more... some weakness tt i discover today...
1. braking n stopping skills r not there yet... unable to stop the car to my desired position
2. need more prac on my turning esp in the circuit... dunno y i can turn pretty well on the road but otherwise for my circuit... y???

went to celebrate my sec sch best fren's b'day together with some frens... was quite homely... he slimmed down a lot during ns.. we did some catchin up n had lunch cum dinner at suki sushi... goodness... i was so full tt i cant walk properly n wanted to vomit... wonder how big is their stomach... went shopping after tt... bought myself a belt cos i forgot to wear mine today n my jeans kept on falling... lolx...

saw tis at someone's blog one day... so decided to share sth bout myself...

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.

Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you.
You still may not know it.
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.I
Someone beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.

Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.

Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.

Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.

alright... so much for today... just hope things between us can get better?? let's hope so...

reversible--- signin off @ 11.33pm.