Friday, August 19, 2005

Bloggin day
bloggie... actually haven been very actively online these days.... kinda sick of facing com typin n typing... dun really enjoy tis kinda communication... anyway... seems like jer n jayden r having quite a heated up arguement in their blogs... bout two months ago when tis kinda issue happen, wad came into my mind was to calm jer down n to comfort him... but when i read both of their blogs yesterday wad came into my mind was tt i felt so envious... serious... cos well... at least he's "willing to do anything" as long as jayden treats him as fren... i was like... wow... tis shows how much jayden means to jer ba i supposed... dun tink jer ever said tt to me... lolx... but well... diff pple diff treatment i supposed... better face the reality reversible!!! nah... im alright... just as i expected... here comes the bombarding session in their blogs... but was glad tt jer took a step back... at least for now... jer, its no pt n meaningless if tis goes on n on becos it boils down to nth except fustrations n war of words... n probably hatred?? im unsure... but one thing im pretty sure of... he's has taken up a very big part in ur heart in the past n probably till now... n im very very far behind him....

To eric:
it seems like u dun get wad im trying to say... n wad u r tryin to justify just doesnt make sense to me... my pt is tt... these r my personal affairs... y reveal it to let the whole world noes?? so wad if u r not updated or updated?? if i ever let u noe... its meant for u n only u... no one else shld noe unless i decided to share with them... besides... i didn look for becos u r so occupied now... sch work.. plus baker... u tink u'll still have time to listen to my ridiculous stories?? n u tink i wld wan to trouble u with tt when u r already so busy?? it seems to me tt u r just unhappy tt i post in my blog as though our failed meetings was due to u thus trying to speak up... but in any case it wasnt meant to be like wad u tot... just tink of it (when u r feeling much better)... i dun wanna probe in further... let tis end here... rite here rite now... dun bring up tis issue anymore... full stop...

reversible---signing off.