tv shows bring back memories...
hmmm... was supposed to go out today... actually agreed to meet up with dan to club but ended up didnt turn up... sorry dan... reasons??
1. wanna catch the last episodes of a couple of drama series which ive been following
2. didnt have the mood
3. have an appointment tml

watched tis variety show on channel 8 today... bryan wong was like tryin to learn pottery... saw how he amused himself n others... getting himself n others into laughters again n again... how i wished he was my fren... can always keep me entertained... hahaha... somehow he reminds me of myself in my jc times...

missed those times where i kept disturbing pple, making them pissed but yet keepin them entertained... lolx... enjoyed myself so much then... went thru thick n thin with them... sharing our unhappiness, anger, complaints with each other.. really miss tt...

few mths back candy asked if i was alrite... she said im not wad i used to be... though i still crap ard n stuff but somehow she can sense tt sth was wrong... hmm.. actually i cldnt give her an answer either... i dun even noe wad's wrong then... bloggie... even till now i couldnt figure wad's wrong... izzit becos im doin sth which i dun enjoy now... ie. my work... doin meaningless things tt i dun enjoy... or im burdened by r/s stuff?? im unsure... but i guess these small little things play a part?? i wished i cld be like the past crapping jumpin all ard... but cld it also be tt ive grown up now, thus i can no longer find tt kinda energy to be who i used to be?? hmmm... really makes me wonder...

reversible---signing off.