What my birthday means??

got tis frm jerald's blog... sorry for not informin u jerald.. =X

hmmm... let's see...

Your Birthdate: October 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My first time...

bloggie.. today i've gave my first time... the first time i buang while driving...

drove my aunt's car out yesterday to do last min cny shoppin... after which met up with alvin n went to NTU for a visit... tis incident happened today when im supposed to return the car... i was too focused with the car that was intendin to turn out to the main road tt i fail to realize the lorry in front was stoppin to turn into the small road... n there i went... buang.... hit on! nv underestimate a small little knock on another car... i tot it was just a slight scratch or sth... who noes... it was a crack on the headlight and the bonnet was dented... omg!!! i was totally speechless...

things tt came into my mind:
1. dunno how to break the news
2.guilty becos my aunt trust me COMPLETELY with her car
3.heard tt repair works will cost quite a sum
4.disappointed in myself... its not even 2 weeks after i got my license n buang i went.. how much more careless can i get??

my aunt was taking it easy n said that its a learnin experience for me... e more she thinks nth bout it, the more bad i felt... my day was completely ruin today...

how cld i be so careless keepin so close to the lorry n yet focus on other car.. a very expensive lesson today...

reversible---signing off @ im very sorry.

update update update...

alright... some updates after me getting my license...


thurs:
-wanted to try parking in the carpark.
-dad TAGGED along.
-made me drove ard the carpark n nagged all the way.
-low morale
-end result: didnt managed to learn anything cos dad just have no confidence in me.
-dad warned me not to drive without anyone guiding esp on sat(whereby ive intended to drive down town)
-midnight: sneaked outta the hse n try the parkin on my own. shhhhhhhhhh.

fri:
-drove to work with dad's 'supervision'
-he made me feel like a student back in BBDC
-sneaked out n try parkin again after midnight.
-but have to keep using the same slot or dad will suspect.
-end result: forgot to adjust the seat n mirrors----> how careless can i get???!!!!

sat (my FIRST TIME ):
-aunt was sick so she cant guide me to drive.
-BUT..................
-nonetheless, she allowed me to drive on MY OWN for the very first time!!!!!
-so glad tt she trusted me wholeheartedly...
-alright.. sent grandma to get some bakin stuff.
-went to pick karl n dan up.
-missed raffles city taxi stand TWICE and i have to make a big round TWICE!
-so damm cool... im drivin down town without any supervision!!!
-alright.. went chinatown eat, walk walk, visited a club for awhile
-headed Mount Faber..
-accidently entered a carpark by mistake there n guess wad we've discovered??
-somebody was having some hanky panky business in their car (i apologized for interruptin) lolx
-went to a prata shop near NUS to have supper
-headed home after tat.


here's some photos taken on sat...






tat's me, the DRIVER!!!
im so damm excited la... woohooo!!!

















supper time!! here's dan n karl















alright... me, karl n dan in the car after supper... erm... i tink its almost four a.m. in the mornin.. lolx...




















here's a clearer pic...

say cheese...

here's dan n me!

reversible---signing off feelin excited.

Yes! I've passed my driving test...

bloggie... yes... i've did it... today marks the first day of me being a qualified driver on road...

went on off today... guess wad?? the stress was there since last nite after my last lesson... tried to get ample rest n wanted to wake up as late as possible... but oh well... like when im having exams in sch... my biological clock woke me up at 8 plus... n i had interrupted sleep after which... sth interestin... by 12plus i cld feel my heart beating so hard tt its almost poppin out... well.. the silly me started to read my pulse n guess wad.. my heartbeat went up to 101/min... izzit normal??

went to took my driving test today... was almost late for my warm up at 3.35pm... i reached there bout 3.30 but the instructor said i was almost the last few... others have started long ago... i almosted fainted.. nonetheless i started with my warm up n was given advice on certain issues... well.. of which was the potrayal of 'image'... oh so biz-liked...

just when i finished my warm up, parkin my test car.. it started downpour... i was like... wad the heck...my test happens to falls on a heavier traffic slot.. n then it rained... the rain continued thruout my test but thank goodness, everything went smoothly... at the end of the day, ive got 6 demerit points... n there i was... leaving BBDC with a qualified driver status.. kinda glad tt i cld pass on my first attempt... if not got to spend more time, effort n money...

oh well.. my stress n worries aint uncalled for... though my parents didnt say much but they were placing very high hopes on me... ever since dunno when... when i told my mum bout it, the next thing i noe... i received sms from my aunt congratulating me already... n she was telling me how happy my mum was... when i got home i tink everyone noes bout it already... well bloggie... u see.. though she didnt say much but i noe they r waiting for good results.. i dun wanna disappoint them n i dun wanna disappoint myself either... so ya.. tt's where the stress came from...

one issue down... much relieved n there goes another burden...

reversible---signing off as a qualified driver as from today.

first update in the new year...

time for some updates in this new yr... sorry dudes... wasnt really feeling good over the past few days... so ya... my 'black face' cld be seen all ard...

oh btw... its not over yet... dun ask me y cos i dun wish to comment... im just so disgusted by myself... if only ive listen to advices... if i didnt insisted on my own way... probably things wld have turn out better... i always believe tis phrase "u'll nv know until u try..." but tt's the price i have to pay for tis time round.... so did i make a mistake by trying??

i tink im gonna explode any moment so ya....

i need to go shoppin... i need it badly... there's nth much tt im lacked of... but i just wanna get some freaking stuff to pamper myself in tis new yr... havent really got sth nice for myself for a long long time!!!!

To tt jacket: u better dun appear in front of me again or u will be mine in no time...

well... soon it will mark a yr of my singlehood... ya... after much 'tryin' again... ive fell hard... though i have experienced sth much worse a few yr back... but tis kinda torture aint a nice experience for just anyone...

i miss being pampered, i miss being in a r/s... but then again... there r so many implications engagin in one tt draws me back... bloggie, do u understand wad im trying to say??

alright... updates for tis coming week.. im goin over to a completely new environment with new working system, new colleagues... wad's more?? im headin there ALONE until the next upcoming week before my grp of pple joins me... got a test comin up as well... dun remind me of the test... have confidence?? my ans: NO!!

i need shoppin !!! tis coming saturday shall be the day...

reversible---signin off @ not feelin gd these days...