Sunday, September 04, 2005

friend or FOOL??

defination of frens?? hmmm.. i tot frens will be there when u need them... ha... ive met someone with a diff defination... i have no intention of picking up a quarrel... but need to get it off my chest... hmmm... i dun see y when one's feeling down, one fren can just refuses to talk to u when u need them...n u were talking bout frens?? being frens to such an extent dun u tink its just so meaningless... wad's the pt then?? come online n chat?? wad if... wad if.. it happened to be an urgent call n with regards to life n death matter?? will u be guilty for the REST OF UR LIFE... or probably it wld be thrown to the back to ur mind in split seconds??

"l dun think u'll ever see someone else trying to salvage a frenship with his ex like l'm doin now"

now u r telling ur ex tt u see no pt bearin grudges n wanna be frens... is tt how u gonna treat him as well?? or its just me who receives tis kinda treatment?? im so disappointed in u... nv had i experience such an encounter... touch ur heart n search ur conscience... frens?? or fool?? i really wonder... i start to see myself as a fool... i begin to have doubts in u... im swayin over to ur ex's side... y did he choose to break up with u?? y?? was it really his fault?? or there were hidden reasons... ive heard enough of ur actions outside... but i choose to believe u... did i make a wrong choice?? being frens to tis extent can it be still considered frens?? i really wonder... after so much ive done we ended up as frens but up till tis pt... i dun see the sincerity in u... sad to say i really dun... touch ur heart n asked urself again... do u really treat me as a fren in the first place.. if u do how come ur actions says otherwise?? is tt how u treat ur fren?? even 'sir' is willin to lend a listenin ear but u... im just so disappointed

n im kinda disgusted by ur last entry... im sorry bout tt.. i just cldnt help.. from ur blog it seems to pple tt u r the nice person who has been hurt... u seems like the nice person wanting to make frens... but ur actions really really cant convinced me.. in actual fact do the pple noes wad kinda person u r?? how u actually treat pple?? i just couldnt convinced myself... r u just puttin up a show to show pple how nice u r??? if u r really trying to make frens with ur ex then how come u treat ur own frens like tis?? or probably u have ur own reasons?? i seriously dunno...

im just so utterly disappointed in u... if fact i seriously tink tt u dun act like ur age at all... n i mean AT ALL... yes... im gettin upset... i cldnt less be bothered bout ur feelings when u r readin tis... if u bother... pls do some SELF-REFLECTIONS regarding ur actions n urself... it just saddens me... it has been a long time since i last put such a long entry so u shld noe how much it affected me...

reversible---signing off UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED...
SUPER... SUPERSTAR

just finished the grand finale of superstar... missed it the other time cos of driving lessons... well... overall was not too bad... just tt the advertisements are kinda disturbing... if only they have the concert non-stop w/o any intervals...

there were many comments bout wei lian winning the title of SUPERSTAR... i guess its inevitable given tt the comments given by the judges were all in favour of kelly while the results turn out to b otherwise... in my opinion i wasnt very happy bout tt as well... my support goes out to kelly... it all depends on how one define superstar... for me.. a superstar would be one who can presents himself... he must be an all-rounder.. can sing can dance can presents in terms of expressing himself.. physically n vocally... between the two... kelly wld fit the bill...

im not saying wei lian cant... but i guess it takes more effort to become one... n it wld require a lot n i mean real hard work to achieve tt... n it wld be quite diff for him to rise in the competitive mkt... well... hope im wrong.. in any case.. wish both of them all the best in their future singing career...

P/S: these r my personal opinion n i have nth against any of them... just my preferences... so pls do not bombard me with any comments...

reversible---signing off.