Thursday, June 22, 2006

its a pool day......

alrite... was some family day today... so i headed down to the pool at somewhr FARRRRRRRRR away frm my place... the tot of seeing those pple just make me sick.... apparently instructions were not clear so some pple came in jeans with shoes??!!! oh plsssssssss... its swimming pool !! come on guys u shld know how to dress appropriately rite??

n so we had some water games n stuff... well though i brought my swimwear but i was tryin hard not to get spotted n get myself wet... thru enough though i cant escape the eyes of one of my superior... but i still managed to escape gettin wet cos they had sufficient pple... wahahahah...

ok then i saw sth sick... i wonder if its becos i was not involved or wad... but durin the tug-of-war game in water, the rope snapped... n those pple startin laughin (aka tryin to tell pple tt they r too strong till the rope snapped) gosh... so disgusting can... dunno whether they did tt cos they wanna 'curry flavour' our big boss who is in the water... those sarcastic laughter n smiles suddenly just make me feel sick...

okie sth to brighten up the day... congrats to mike who has successfully passed his driving test on his 2nd attempt with 18demerit points... lucky fellow ar... just nice 18... must take pics of our 3 licenses one day... its sth tt we shld be proud of !! wahahahaha..... (mike just called when i was typin tis part of the entry.. ha..)

reversible---signing off.
S and I...

ok blogging time... yes... i have choose to blog to keep myself occupied... so pls bear with my super longggggggg entries... at least for the moment...

ok... things happened between S and i... when i tot we were almost endin, i cried... i cldnt help but cry cos whenever i start a date or r/s i nv expect an end to come... though its only a date.. but come on... dating to me is a progress towards r/s... efforts n heart was put into it alrite... im serious even though its only dating...

of cos everybody except S knew tt i weeped... i dun wanna let him see me weakenin.. at least for now... i dun wanna him to feel stressed becos of my emotions... i dun wanna make him feel bad/guilty... to tink tt i can hold back my tears when he suddenly called... well.. mins b4 he called i was still tearing bitterly n i forced myself to stop while answering his call... alrite... one of my resolution tis yr is to stop being a crybaby so i started... at least in front my someone dear to me... (sry frens... guessed u still have to 'endure' my tears for the time being)

ok... i know im famous for my sharp mouth... but i wasnt really using very sharp words on S... still, i made him cry yesterday too... sorry dear... i din expect tt to happen... u must have suffered.. guessed probably u urself is unsure if u r prepared for dating/ r/s... so u r like kinda stressed...

yes... r/s means ur life wld no longer revolve ard u but also another person... thr r some changes u have to made to ur lifestyle n habits... n ya... probably u r not prepared for it... cos u enjoy ur freedom more than anything else... oh well... my decision will depends on u whether u r willin to accept the changes else it might be difficult for the both of us... it doesnt matter if u r adapting SLOWLY but its more bout whether u r WILLING to adapt... tt will depends on u... Sunday will be the day... (gosh, im sayin a little too much when he doesnt even noes my blog)

but will i survive thru tis time?? i hope i wld...

another entry comin up...

reversible---signing off.