first update in the new year...

time for some updates in this new yr... sorry dudes... wasnt really feeling good over the past few days... so ya... my 'black face' cld be seen all ard...

oh btw... its not over yet... dun ask me y cos i dun wish to comment... im just so disgusted by myself... if only ive listen to advices... if i didnt insisted on my own way... probably things wld have turn out better... i always believe tis phrase "u'll nv know until u try..." but tt's the price i have to pay for tis time round.... so did i make a mistake by trying??

i tink im gonna explode any moment so ya....

i need to go shoppin... i need it badly... there's nth much tt im lacked of... but i just wanna get some freaking stuff to pamper myself in tis new yr... havent really got sth nice for myself for a long long time!!!!

To tt jacket: u better dun appear in front of me again or u will be mine in no time...

well... soon it will mark a yr of my singlehood... ya... after much 'tryin' again... ive fell hard... though i have experienced sth much worse a few yr back... but tis kinda torture aint a nice experience for just anyone...

i miss being pampered, i miss being in a r/s... but then again... there r so many implications engagin in one tt draws me back... bloggie, do u understand wad im trying to say??

alright... updates for tis coming week.. im goin over to a completely new environment with new working system, new colleagues... wad's more?? im headin there ALONE until the next upcoming week before my grp of pple joins me... got a test comin up as well... dun remind me of the test... have confidence?? my ans: NO!!

i need shoppin !!! tis coming saturday shall be the day...

reversible---signin off @ not feelin gd these days...