Merry Christmas...
merry merry x'mas bloggie..... how's everybody's christmas?? hope they had a joyful one....as for me.... i had a peaceful one... a peaceful n silent one... probably the most suitable x'mas carol at tis moment wld be 'silent nite'..... lolx

x'mas hasnt been good for me over the past few yrs.... goes the same for tis yr.... hangin on... im hangin on as usual...

x'mas is a day which ive been anticipating for... but it always turn out to be sth i rather do without... i always wanted a joyous celebration with frens n loved one... singing x'mas carols, havin x'mas dinner, xchangin presents presents n presents.... but all these seems like a dream nowadays... like a dream tt is so far-fetched.....

hmmm.. let's see... wad our little reversible had for christmas... hmm... well.... i tink... he's got a nice modern cd rack from his office x'mas party.... next, a gift from jerald tt has yet to be collected... (thanks jerald... it was really nice of u n i have urs waiting for u too...)... let's see... wad else we have for our reversible... hmmm... tt's all... reversible was hopin for more... but even his aunt has left him out... probably becos he's already grown up so x'mas present is like no longer necessary?? bloggie.. wad else can i say??

so much so for x'mas... someone also told me str at my face tt i had a mercenary scheme for being with someone.... ya.... someone whom ive spent effort n time on...sincerity n heart.... i was labelled as 'being worse than a callboy'.... n my '2hrs spent waitin for someone is worth for gettin a rich partner in return....' aint tt sounds cheap?? yea... tt's wad reversible got for x'mas.... sorry but i dun wish to comment anymore...

yes.. as im writing thru tis entry my heart aches.... wad happened to the joyful x'mas celebrations with tons n tons of presents tt i used to have when i was a kid?? why did a peacful x'mas turned out to be like tis??

reversible---signing off @ given up hopes for a nice x'mas...