HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!
specially took off to visit my sec sch teachers today... sch didnt really change much but ive realized tt some teachers have aged...

hmm... in the past when i returned... we seems to be their only graduated students... but right now seeing so many other younger graduated batch of students made me realize tt actually we r really quite senior in another words... old... lolx...

anyway one of my teacher was telling me tt i look more mature... i was like -_-'''... i always tot tt i look young for my age but now she's telling me otherwise... n she's one of those whom i meet frequently.. so i must have aged quite a lot these mths... lolx... perhaps too tired n tied down by other issues over the past few mths... but nvm... things r getting better...

to all teachers out there.. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

reversible---signing off.

keepin things short n simple...

bloggie, pple r complainin tt my postings r too long n 'chim'... lolx... so for the sake of pple like mike, dan etc, im trying hard to shorten them n make it simplier... lolx... hope i can keep to tis kinda posting cos im quite a lengthy person... whahahaha...

hmmm... jerald just made his way to thailand tis morning... take care dude... bon voyage n take gd care of urself ya... use tis opportunity to sort out ur tots n rest ur mind alright...

went clubbin on sat... feelin is kinda diff... probably becos didnt go there for a long time.. so trying hard to adapt to tt kinda environment... plus... probably with the absence of mike n eric which made it diff for me to really enjoy tt nite..

bloggie... i really hope to get myself a digicam for my b'day... but if i do tt i would be wastin a lot of $$ which could be put to better use... shld i buy it n live on a tight budget or shld i just forgo my desire n lead a carefree life w/o having to worry bout my expenses at all??

reversible---signing off.

JAGUAR !!!
hey bloggie... guess wad?? i finally got the chance to seat on a jaguar... lolx... it happened tt one of my superior's dad owns a transport company so she brought us to her apartment to see the cars her family own... i had a ride one the latest 2.8 litre jaguar (model unknown)... its 2.8 litres!!! though its red in colour but it looks pretty fine n stylish... high end luxury car is really luxury... the feeling was superb... the seat is so cushioned tt it feels like someone is hugging u from the back... its very comfortable... the interior design is also very classy n most of the stuff in the car is digital... the engine wasnt loud at all... we made a tour with tt car... journey was smooth n comfortable n not noisy (engine) at all... lolx... there was another jaguar...tink its the millenium series... limited edtion... dunno there's only how many in the world..forgot... its 4 litres!!! -_-''' lolx... though the design is not as stylish... but still... its so much bigger...didnt have a ride in tt though.... lolx... yup yup... bloggie... im so fascinated by cars... esp luxury car... its one of the motivating factor to keep me moving all these while... hee... will it shakened my liking for bmw?? im not sure at the moment... lolx...

reversible---signing off feeling great!!

broadband finally...
hi bloggie..... finally got my broadband service today... hahaha... yup... for ur info... ive been usin 56k all these while...cos... im not a frequent online user...so actually it doesnt matter to me until recently... when the bill goes up n up... since there was a promotion so mum suggested gettin tt instead... anyway tink now its much economically worth to get it... any updates bout me?? nah... still the same... same old me trying to live happily... lolx... anyway tried soccer last week with my colleagues... its was quite some time since i last played soccer (i tink i last played in pri 2) lolx... n i cant play tt game for goodness sake... lolx.. hmm... wonder how jer is doin... hope he's doin fine... kinda tired so tt's all for today... nite!

reversible---signing off.

Bloggin day
bloggie... actually haven been very actively online these days.... kinda sick of facing com typin n typing... dun really enjoy tis kinda communication... anyway... seems like jer n jayden r having quite a heated up arguement in their blogs... bout two months ago when tis kinda issue happen, wad came into my mind was to calm jer down n to comfort him... but when i read both of their blogs yesterday wad came into my mind was tt i felt so envious... serious... cos well... at least he's "willing to do anything" as long as jayden treats him as fren... i was like... wow... tis shows how much jayden means to jer ba i supposed... dun tink jer ever said tt to me... lolx... but well... diff pple diff treatment i supposed... better face the reality reversible!!! nah... im alright... just as i expected... here comes the bombarding session in their blogs... but was glad tt jer took a step back... at least for now... jer, its no pt n meaningless if tis goes on n on becos it boils down to nth except fustrations n war of words... n probably hatred?? im unsure... but one thing im pretty sure of... he's has taken up a very big part in ur heart in the past n probably till now... n im very very far behind him....

To eric:
it seems like u dun get wad im trying to say... n wad u r tryin to justify just doesnt make sense to me... my pt is tt... these r my personal affairs... y reveal it to let the whole world noes?? so wad if u r not updated or updated?? if i ever let u noe... its meant for u n only u... no one else shld noe unless i decided to share with them... besides... i didn look for becos u r so occupied now... sch work.. plus baker... u tink u'll still have time to listen to my ridiculous stories?? n u tink i wld wan to trouble u with tt when u r already so busy?? it seems to me tt u r just unhappy tt i post in my blog as though our failed meetings was due to u thus trying to speak up... but in any case it wasnt meant to be like wad u tot... just tink of it (when u r feeling much better)... i dun wanna probe in further... let tis end here... rite here rite now... dun bring up tis issue anymore... full stop...

reversible---signing off.

summary n a note...
sat:
met jer for movie... charlie n the chocolate factory... it was quite a nice movie... so fairy-liked.. somehow or rather brought me back to the past n make me feel as though im still a little boy watching such fairy tale movie.... hmmm... seems like now my topics with jer r changing?? we're like talkin bout careers, cars, houses... future prospects in general... lolx... overall, the meeting was enjoyable... =)

today:
-most busy n tiring day i ever had ever since i started working
-not only under sun, climbin up n down
- also had to use lots of strength, get myself dirtied
-legs ache till now
-knock off late
-overall- very tired

hmm... which kinda writing style is better??

note to eric:
i have not changed... its just tt the time tt u got to noe me i wasnt attached n u haven seen my breakups aftermath before... i choose to leave u guys alone its becos i dun wanna my mood to affect u guys in one way or another... u jolly well noe mike's character.. n usually when im down i choose to be alone n do the things i feel like doin n relax myself... tt explains my behaviour recently...

ive said before tt no one has the rite to comment on any r/s unless its the parties involved tt r commenting... n ive told u how pissed i was when mike used to comment on my r/s with jas.. dun u tink tt now u r doin the same?? with regards to my recent r/s, i guess no one is fit to comment on it except for me n jer... reason is becos only the parties involved noe exactly wad's goin on n how they feel thus they r the only one who fit n qualified to comment on the r/s...u can voice ur opinions but it seems to me tt u r not only voicing how u feel but u r tellin me wad i m doin instead...maybe im wrong?? n probably u could have tell me using other channels or methods... besides, u shld noe tt im a very private person... i dun really like to let the whole world noe bout my personal stuff esp r/s... dun u tink tt u shld give me a certain level of respect with regards to tt?? (given the no of popular fans who frequent ur blog) in addition... i dun see y u have to bring up my r/s issue into tt particular posting since ur purpose is to clarify the clubbing issue?? plus... u do not have the latest updates between me n him dun u tink tt its a bit wrong of u to put down facts tt r not updated n relevant??

in any case i was just merely puttin down my tots... my blog now is kinda a diary unlike urs which is meant to leave ur tots specially for a particular person etc... it wasnt meant to let u see on purpose... n i did not have any intention to blame anyone... hope u understand tt alright?? i seriously wanna close tis case n dun wish to jeopardise our friendship further...

btw i understand the clubbing issue tt's y i didnt probe further into it... n if u read tt particular posting carefully, i was more of asking myself qns rather than blaming u or mike in any way... hope u can see my point alright?? =)

reversible---signing off.

tv shows bring back memories...
hmmm... was supposed to go out today... actually agreed to meet up with dan to club but ended up didnt turn up... sorry dan... reasons??
1. wanna catch the last episodes of a couple of drama series which ive been following
2. didnt have the mood
3. have an appointment tml

watched tis variety show on channel 8 today... bryan wong was like tryin to learn pottery... saw how he amused himself n others... getting himself n others into laughters again n again... how i wished he was my fren... can always keep me entertained... hahaha... somehow he reminds me of myself in my jc times...

missed those times where i kept disturbing pple, making them pissed but yet keepin them entertained... lolx... enjoyed myself so much then... went thru thick n thin with them... sharing our unhappiness, anger, complaints with each other.. really miss tt...

few mths back candy asked if i was alrite... she said im not wad i used to be... though i still crap ard n stuff but somehow she can sense tt sth was wrong... hmm.. actually i cldnt give her an answer either... i dun even noe wad's wrong then... bloggie... even till now i couldnt figure wad's wrong... izzit becos im doin sth which i dun enjoy now... ie. my work... doin meaningless things tt i dun enjoy... or im burdened by r/s stuff?? im unsure... but i guess these small little things play a part?? i wished i cld be like the past crapping jumpin all ard... but cld it also be tt ive grown up now, thus i can no longer find tt kinda energy to be who i used to be?? hmmm... really makes me wonder...

reversible---signing off.

Happy Birthday S'PORE!!!
hmmm.... went to watch fireworks at esplanade today... the fireworks was so beautiful... n guess wad?? i was standing rite in front of where the firworks was... the fireworks just went on n on... "bom! bom!" one after another... wad a spectacular sight... the fireworks was so close to me a of a sudden... if only it was at ecp... n with no crowds... it would be marvellous... hahahaha... oh btw i went to watch with vance n his fren... plus his fren's frens.... hmmm... confusing??

anyway was supposed to meet eric n baker as well... but first.. they didnt contact me when they reach?? probably it was too crowded... was thinkin of meeting them after tt... then came eric's msg telling me baker was sick n wanna go home... i was like -_-"' total turn off... perhaps ive been wanting to meet him n mike for a very long time...somehow or rather sth stupid came into my mind... it seems to me tt eric now puts his partner above everything... y do i say so??for instance wanna ask eric to club.. he told me baker gotta work the next day he didnt wan to go... then supposed to meet him yesterday evenin.. then he told me baker finish his job quite late so most prob he(baker) doesnt wanna come... so he's not coming either... i was like... bloggie... things seems so different now... who's rite n who's wrong i have no idea... but surely he can allocate some time for frens at least?? it wasnt like tis when all the three of us were attached... i remembered when we were attached we used to bring our partners out n join us... n though we were attached we were still very closed unlike now... hmmm... has things changed or im pessimistic bout the 3 of us??

quotes for tots:
A relationship or love also means learning how to keep ur agenda and ur love's agenda together and strike a win-win situation. In other words, both parties must try to enjoy similiarities and embraces each other differences, can you?

reversible---signin off.