Thursday, July 21, 2005


Specially for my FRIENDS... =)
welcome to this special posting specially posted for a couple of my frens... tis pics includes me n two of my best frens mike n eric.... its a long time n i mean real long time since i last met them...

hey dudes... its really a very long time since ive last seen u guys.. lotsa things happened tis yr... i've broke up, met a crush, had a date... though diff pple but one thing in common... i had no outcome with them... yes... its mentally toturing... n i mean it... though its wasnt as bad as wad i used to go thru when i had probs with jas but all these happened one after another... so im kinda like mentally tired... went mia for a moment... cos i needed some time for myself... my complexion at tt time was getting worse so didnt really wanna go out at e same time... though e situation is improving but i still wanna leave some time for myself at least for now.. do wadever i feel like doin... so give me more time n i'll contact u guys soon alright...

Personal note to:
Eric: u r more understanding n mature in terms of thinking as compared to mike... i noe the 3 of us r getting more distant becos of my absence but i had no choice... i dun wanna u guys to be turned off during our meetings jus becos of my 'moodyness' n depression... i noe u r upset to see me behaving like tis... esp when u cant do anything to make me feel better... but no one can help me except myself... dun worry i'll be back... it took me so far to get to where i m today so i wont fall to the rock bottom like wad happened in jason's case alright?? meanwhile help me to explain to mike alright? he needs pple to explain e situation to him...'

Mike: though have not been in contact with u but i noe wad u've gone thru tis few mths... it had been hard on u.. so sorry i couldnt be there to console u cos i need help myself... e reason y i contact eric but not u its becos im not prepared to talk to u... u cant stand me being so upset n depress n u will end up disagreeing with wad im doin rite now... we'll most prob end up quarrelling due to our character... so i wld rather contact u when im alright... but trust me... i really miss those days where the 3 of us hang out together making a fool out of ourselves... meanwhile u take care alright??

Donaldvan: sorry i dunno if ive got e correct spellin... tink yi xiong suits u more... lolx... u have been a great fren... though u have a weird character when i first met u... im glad tt i was able to break the 'cold ice' in u... haha... u r really some gnice to hang ard... u wldnt probe much if i didnt wanna say anything n u just waste ur time idling with me just to keep me company... really appreciate it... noe u r busy with ur projects recently so jia you alright??

Dan: hihi tamagotchi... thanks for tryin so hard to console me n cheering me up...though u r goin thru hiccups in ur r/s... its gd tt u r working at least ur mind is occupied n wont tink so much ya... hope things will get better as time pass by... but one advice to u... its either u accept him for who he is or u just give up on him... so its up to u to decide.. if not u r only wasting ur time... i noe its easier said than done... so just try ur best ba... hahaha.. isnt it funny... we r both feeling so down n we're both trying so hard to cheer each other up... hahahaha.... thanks man... nice to noe u... (thanks to eric... eric u noe wad i mean... lolx...)

the rest of my frens: im sorry its too long to leave a personal msg to each n everyone of u... but thanks for being there for me all these while... really appreciate all ur efforts to cheer me up... at e same time hope u guys r doin fine... n hope to meet up with u guys to do some catchin up soon ya... =)

reversible--- signing off @9.16pm