yes i do have a problem with some cyclists...

i do not understand y some cyclists enjoy cycling on the main road with other motor vehicles... the road is already packed with so many vehicles n yet u guys still choose to fight over the road with them... its not as though thr aint any pavement for cyclin... i feel tt they r a hindrance to drivers (cos im one of them), they r also endangerin their own lives... i saw one tis morning while on my way to work... caught another on my way home... aint tis dangerous?? i really wonder...

reversible---signing off.

if u wanna noe wad happen...

ok... if u wondering wad happened to me n S... we ended... he told me he wasnt ready n so... ya... well... he wanna us to be 'close frens'... n just nice sunday was a mth we dated... 280506-250606...

defination of 'close frens' : below date, above normal frens...

in any case, we r still on pretty good terms... just tt probably he's not so reactive to my sms-es anymore... ya... but yet i still choose to send him sms-es nonetheless... dun ask me y... i guess it feels good to have someone to sms u, greetin u... ya... might be a little stupid but well... i always do stupid things like tis... ha...

will he appreciates such thing?? i have no idea... prolly one day when i tink its enough, i'll stop... meanwhile let's just share my little care wif him...

reversible---signing off.

its a pool day......

alrite... was some family day today... so i headed down to the pool at somewhr FARRRRRRRRR away frm my place... the tot of seeing those pple just make me sick.... apparently instructions were not clear so some pple came in jeans with shoes??!!! oh plsssssssss... its swimming pool !! come on guys u shld know how to dress appropriately rite??

n so we had some water games n stuff... well though i brought my swimwear but i was tryin hard not to get spotted n get myself wet... thru enough though i cant escape the eyes of one of my superior... but i still managed to escape gettin wet cos they had sufficient pple... wahahahah...

ok then i saw sth sick... i wonder if its becos i was not involved or wad... but durin the tug-of-war game in water, the rope snapped... n those pple startin laughin (aka tryin to tell pple tt they r too strong till the rope snapped) gosh... so disgusting can... dunno whether they did tt cos they wanna 'curry flavour' our big boss who is in the water... those sarcastic laughter n smiles suddenly just make me feel sick...

okie sth to brighten up the day... congrats to mike who has successfully passed his driving test on his 2nd attempt with 18demerit points... lucky fellow ar... just nice 18... must take pics of our 3 licenses one day... its sth tt we shld be proud of !! wahahahaha..... (mike just called when i was typin tis part of the entry.. ha..)

reversible---signing off.

S and I...

ok blogging time... yes... i have choose to blog to keep myself occupied... so pls bear with my super longggggggg entries... at least for the moment...

ok... things happened between S and i... when i tot we were almost endin, i cried... i cldnt help but cry cos whenever i start a date or r/s i nv expect an end to come... though its only a date.. but come on... dating to me is a progress towards r/s... efforts n heart was put into it alrite... im serious even though its only dating...

of cos everybody except S knew tt i weeped... i dun wanna let him see me weakenin.. at least for now... i dun wanna him to feel stressed becos of my emotions... i dun wanna make him feel bad/guilty... to tink tt i can hold back my tears when he suddenly called... well.. mins b4 he called i was still tearing bitterly n i forced myself to stop while answering his call... alrite... one of my resolution tis yr is to stop being a crybaby so i started... at least in front my someone dear to me... (sry frens... guessed u still have to 'endure' my tears for the time being)

ok... i know im famous for my sharp mouth... but i wasnt really using very sharp words on S... still, i made him cry yesterday too... sorry dear... i din expect tt to happen... u must have suffered.. guessed probably u urself is unsure if u r prepared for dating/ r/s... so u r like kinda stressed...

yes... r/s means ur life wld no longer revolve ard u but also another person... thr r some changes u have to made to ur lifestyle n habits... n ya... probably u r not prepared for it... cos u enjoy ur freedom more than anything else... oh well... my decision will depends on u whether u r willin to accept the changes else it might be difficult for the both of us... it doesnt matter if u r adapting SLOWLY but its more bout whether u r WILLING to adapt... tt will depends on u... Sunday will be the day... (gosh, im sayin a little too much when he doesnt even noes my blog)

but will i survive thru tis time?? i hope i wld...

another entry comin up...

reversible---signing off.

bloggie....................

bloggie... i have a lot to say..... but i cant really put them down in words..... in a state of confusion...

things wld only work out if both parties r tryin... but r u willin or rather ready to try??

reversible---signing off.

its time??

bloggie its time to throw everything on the table before we progress or sink deeper... always wanted to do tis.. but time, ambience and everything just doesnt seems rite... hopefully it wld be for today... let's hope...

i can sense attachment coming soon... but thr r so much stuff tt i tink its unsettled... i wanna clear things up before anything happens... i wld rather suffer now then later... will things turn up worse? i have no idea... but i HAVE to do it... *whins*

will i or rather we survive thru? i have no idea...

reversible---signing off @ i have to do it.

-_-

ok bloggie... im a little unhappy... i dun even noe how to express my current tots into words now..... thr's a little disappointment... a little fear... a fear tt history might just repeat again... izzit me or izzit the partners ive chosen? anyone enlighten me pls??

reversible--signing off @ pls go to bed now... n i mean now... come on... go....

touching story....

bloggie, ive just finished a story called lan yu... took me bout 1-2hrs to finish tis 31chapters worth of story... was almost touched to tears while i was halfway thru the story... have yet to watch the movie but the story was good enough... it must be hard on him to carry a strong front in front of his loved one when his loved one suggested an end to the r/s... but i tot the ending didnt really hit the climax though...

seriously thinkin if im as strong as him....

if u guys have a chance, do check out the story.. yes its a long n wordy story but its worth...

reversible---signing off.

LOST: Tamogami Dan

dan im in the search for u... roughly know what's goin on... can u pls show urself soon?? gettin a bit worried....

reversible---signing off.

morning breakfast

bloggie... almost left tis out... im so enjoying having breakfast with my mum... chit chat over breakfast... hmmm... didnt forsake my sleep for nth tis mornin!! yeah!

reversible signing off @ i noe u r missing me n im missing u too... =P

thank you

i thank you for missing me while u r away
i thank you for ur sms-es while u r away
most importantly,
i thank you for remembering the special words tt i wld use all the time..........

(din expect u to pay so much details into me)

yes, i was touched by tis particular msg of urs....

reversible---signing off.

Flying off...

S has finally made his way to taiwan... gonna be a week's trip... my goodness.. its like so long la... but was glad though... just realized he has updated his profile regardin his status... tot a busy person like him wld nv bother such things la... but he DID!!! hahahaha... yes, no doubt its a small action... but its an action which showed me tt the r/s n i matter to him... n i like tt... la la la...

reversible---signing off.

updates...

went to the PC show with mike today... to tink tt i actually went to squeeze with pple... all for the sake of mike... well, we ended up buyin.... NOTHING... then went shoppin ard marina sq... ok here's the juicy part... i was shoppin for some berms cos im desperately in need of some new bottoms... so i went into tis shop tt reminds me of 77th st... then came tis sales girl who actively promote their berms n stuff... she's like tryin to psycho me to buy their berms la... talkin non-stop like a spoilt radio...can turn it on, cannot turn it off... then later she was telling me the size i shld choose shld be tis cos it will bring out the look of the berms and then she goes... blah blah blah... alright... in the end... i BOUGHT one from her... NOT becos i was convinced by her but becos i need one... n she was telling me SPECIAL price, special price... in the end?? 39 bucks for a pair of berms... its NOT SPECIAL at all la... -_-''' anyway, gonna boycott tt shop if i ever see tt sales girl again... make a wonderful shoppin trip so stressful...

p/s: if u wanna noe tis shop, message me personally... =P

some other stuff... yes im dating... let's name tis person S... a very sweet person... well guess he's not gonna see tis but still... its really nice to see how pple put in effort just for u... really nice to see S started to reply messages... at a faster rate ... hahhaha... n his afternoon msges though its simple n sometimes "nonsensical" but its sweet n i like it... whahahahah... yeap i have to admit we r progressin at a pretty slow rate... but i see no point in rushin n ended up with nth again... so ya... let's see how it goes... meanwhile, im enjoying tis... la la la... hahhaha.. d(^_^)b

oh btw... bloggie, im wonderin... y izzit hyundai getz all e time??

reversible---signing off.