Monday, August 15, 2005

summary n a note...
sat:
met jer for movie... charlie n the chocolate factory... it was quite a nice movie... so fairy-liked.. somehow or rather brought me back to the past n make me feel as though im still a little boy watching such fairy tale movie.... hmmm... seems like now my topics with jer r changing?? we're like talkin bout careers, cars, houses... future prospects in general... lolx... overall, the meeting was enjoyable... =)

today:
-most busy n tiring day i ever had ever since i started working
-not only under sun, climbin up n down
- also had to use lots of strength, get myself dirtied
-legs ache till now
-knock off late
-overall- very tired

hmm... which kinda writing style is better??

note to eric:
i have not changed... its just tt the time tt u got to noe me i wasnt attached n u haven seen my breakups aftermath before... i choose to leave u guys alone its becos i dun wanna my mood to affect u guys in one way or another... u jolly well noe mike's character.. n usually when im down i choose to be alone n do the things i feel like doin n relax myself... tt explains my behaviour recently...

ive said before tt no one has the rite to comment on any r/s unless its the parties involved tt r commenting... n ive told u how pissed i was when mike used to comment on my r/s with jas.. dun u tink tt now u r doin the same?? with regards to my recent r/s, i guess no one is fit to comment on it except for me n jer... reason is becos only the parties involved noe exactly wad's goin on n how they feel thus they r the only one who fit n qualified to comment on the r/s...u can voice ur opinions but it seems to me tt u r not only voicing how u feel but u r tellin me wad i m doin instead...maybe im wrong?? n probably u could have tell me using other channels or methods... besides, u shld noe tt im a very private person... i dun really like to let the whole world noe bout my personal stuff esp r/s... dun u tink tt u shld give me a certain level of respect with regards to tt?? (given the no of popular fans who frequent ur blog) in addition... i dun see y u have to bring up my r/s issue into tt particular posting since ur purpose is to clarify the clubbing issue?? plus... u do not have the latest updates between me n him dun u tink tt its a bit wrong of u to put down facts tt r not updated n relevant??

in any case i was just merely puttin down my tots... my blog now is kinda a diary unlike urs which is meant to leave ur tots specially for a particular person etc... it wasnt meant to let u see on purpose... n i did not have any intention to blame anyone... hope u understand tt alright?? i seriously wanna close tis case n dun wish to jeopardise our friendship further...

btw i understand the clubbing issue tt's y i didnt probe further into it... n if u read tt particular posting carefully, i was more of asking myself qns rather than blaming u or mike in any way... hope u can see my point alright?? =)

reversible---signing off.